[locked from Magneto]

[john_movinon]

I sorta want to take down my New Year's post from earlier today. Hello, just skip that entire thing and replace it with this:

Well. At least I can enter the New Year with Magneto's own reassurance that he's not going to kill me. Yet. So there's that. Go 2009.

I feel numb. Empty. Little. Worthless. I really am nothing. Nothing at all.

Comments

[skids_sally]

....

He's like never ever gonna go away, is he?

[john_movinon]

Guess not.

[skids_sally]

I just wanna say that you are like amazing, okay? You ARE. You've come so far and done so much and are DOING SO MUCH and like...I know how much he can screw with your head. So so so much.

[john_movinon]

I know you know. He's very good at it.

Thanks, Sal.

[thecheerleader]

It sucks that you had to talk to him.

None of your friends would let anything happen to you. I'm one of them now, I can promise you that he wouldn't get very far.

[john_movinon]

Yeah. I think I kinda jinxed it with that post. I did provoke him or whatever.

You should stay away from him. He's really really dangerous, Claire. Like, you have no idea.

He's not going to do anything to me. I don't matter.

[thecheerleader]

He was spying on you, that's not the same as provoking him. This is your journal.

I'm not going to go after the guy, but I wouldn't stand back and watch if you were in trouble. There's no killing me.

He better not.

[john_movinon]

He's just messing with my head or whatever.

He won't. But, thanks, Claire.

[siryn_song]

Everything's going to be okay, John.

I want to come over and distract you, but there are probably better people for that.

Is there anything I can do?

[john_movinon]

Yeah. It'll be fine.

I'm okay. But, thanks.

[daughterof_evil]

2009 is going to be good, remember?

One conversation can't change that.

[john_movinon]

Yeah.

I know. It just feels like it.

[john_movinon]

Thank you.

About what?

[john_movinon]

Right.