Comments | john_ispyro: Hey.

john_ispyro

Hey.

Jan 10, 2008 11:35

Good god, every muscle in my body hurts. Toad has taken it upon himself to "whip me back into shape." Apparently, living the domestic life and only hitting the treadmill a few times a week over the last few months wasn't good enough training for a soldier. Which, okay, I totally agree with that, but I forgot how much it hurts to work this hard ( Read more... )

[plot] single, [friends] doug ramsey, [item] meme, [plot] the break up, [brotherhood] toad

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john_ispyro January 10 2008, 19:13:35 UTC

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I broke up with him.

So, apparently, I do know when to walk away.

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I am an asshole. You are an asshole. I have no idea how we ended up as friends... again. And still are. Huh.

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john_ispyro January 10 2008, 21:55:29 UTC

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Lots of reasons. And, no, maybe I didn't want to do this, but it's what's best for him. Being with me is no good.

Besides, I messed around on him, so. He deserves better.

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mutantwatch January 10 2008, 18:53:58 UTC

Well. I thought I was gay when I was a teenager. Could be worth a try ( ... )

john_ispyro January 10 2008, 19:16:25 UTC

Yeah, maybe.

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We're not together anymore.

You're not wrong about him being my weakness.

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Why would you change my stubbornness? So I'd think like you? Not likely.

mutantwatch January 11 2008, 07:57:40 UTC

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I got divorced to "protect" my family. It never works the way you think. I hope you know what you're doing, kid, because I certainly didn't.

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No. But being stubborn in the face of overwhelming evidence to the contrary can be problematic.

siryn_song January 10 2008, 19:06:47 UTC

» Personality: Fiery? Ha, I'm funny ( ... )

john_ispyro January 10 2008, 19:20:39 UTC

It means I'm single.

Well, we're certainly not enemies. Yeah, I'd say we're friends. And I smile. Sometimes. But I think you have a very skewed perception of me.

You and you're Aladdin.

How have I hurt you?

siryn_song January 10 2008, 19:23:47 UTC

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What happened?

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I do not. You have a skewed perception of yourself. And yes, that made sense. ... Shut up, I'm sick.

But you are!

It wasn't intentional. I just take things to heart too much. I was more hurt for you I guess.

john_ispyro January 10 2008, 19:26:59 UTC

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I broke up with him.

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Sorry you're sick. Feel better soon.

And... I have no idea how I unintentionally hurt you. Sorry it happened.

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Locked, because if I don't do it here, I'll forget. daughterof_evil January 10 2008, 20:37:12 UTC

I can fill out the first part for you or for me, what would you like? (Keep in mind I'm totally clueless about your taste in music/movies ( ... )

[locked] john_ispyro January 11 2008, 00:03:38 UTC

You should fill it out for yourself, so that I know those things. I sort of thought that is how this meme worked, but everyone is answering it the other way, so. Meh. Whatever you want. Or don't do it at all. This is one longass meme ( ... )

Re: [locked] daughterof_evil January 11 2008, 01:04:53 UTC

» Personality: I think its changing along with everything else about me. I want to say 'fun' because I've always tried to be fun, but I don't think its very true now. I'm loyal, I love being around my loved ones, and sometimes I'm kinda silly. I don't take shit when its important and I get lonely more than I'm probably supposed to. I can be kinda sassy, I think ( ... )

Re: [locked] john_ispyro January 11 2008, 05:07:54 UTC

A deal is a deal. It's cool. Say as much as you want.

You're right. It wasn't a lack of love. Maybe it was too much love, and I was afraid of it. Or afraid for it. Whatever.

I just want him to have a good, healthy life. I don't think I'm it for him.

Peter is going to think I'm an asshole.... I am an asshole. He gave me (good) advice just last week, and I totally went against it - I made this decision for my and Doug's relationship, because I think it's best for him. He didn't really get a say - well, he did for a long time, but I'm the one who decided to put it to an end - and it's too late now. But I honestly believe what I'm doing is best.

Some changes because of a relationship are better... and maybe your friends don't know or understand how good you and Peter are together, because you are. And you are able to work it out, and that's awesome. I wish the same could have happened for us, but it didn't. Just... too much happened.

I think you can be sassy. I like it.

shaman_x January 10 2008, 20:46:27 UTC

This meme is way too long.

john_ispyro January 10 2008, 21:56:08 UTC

Yeah, I know. I almost cut out half of it, but whatever. People will answer what they want. Or not answer at all. Doesn't matter.

shaman_x January 10 2008, 21:58:42 UTC

Is that apathy or zen?

Pick three and I'll answer them!

john_ispyro January 10 2008, 23:53:16 UTC

Do I seem a zen kinda guy to you, Mike?

So, I was going to ask a kissing question, but then I remembered that 1) you don't like being touched/touching and that 2) you're happily married. Too bad.

[4] Have I affected you? How?

[20] What was your first impression?

[27] What's something you would change about me?

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