i laid everything i have out on the table. in a sense, i gave myself to you just like you asked me to. you promised me that i had nothing to be worried about, that i was your everything, that i meant everything to you, that you would never hurt me. as hard as i tried to believe you, deep down, i knew i couldnt. what it all came down to was i had to ( Read more... )

its been a while since ive updated ( Read more... )

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I'm a little confused about a lot right now... I just don't know what to do sometimes.

It kinda sucks that I've spent the past almost 3 months getting to know someone who turned about to be somebody that I should have never gotten involved with. Granted, I haven't been completely 'honest' with him ever since the beginning, but somebody once told me ( Read more... )

i got a puppy!! she is so adorable!!! and she loves to cuddle... her name is morgan... shes my baby...


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... wow does this livejournal stuff cause a lot of shit ( Read more... )

im gettin my hair did today... im so excited!!!! then i dont know what im doin with the rest of my day off, but atleast my hair wont look bad...=)

last night was a long night. i left work early and took my mommy to the hospital cause she was having pains in her stomach, and was there for most of the night. then i brought shannon and david home, and let them sleep, and waited for my dad to get home from the hospital at like 5am. then my mom had to have surgery first thing this morning at like ( Read more... )

...so this semester is almost done. one more exam... thank goodness ( Read more... )

the past few days have been interesting to say the least...

i have really never been in this position before, and i hope im handling this the right way.

*in this world- there's real and make believe: this seems real to me....*