hey everyone

im sorry its been so long since ive updated.  i've been really busy.  im dating a guy, his name is Jerry.  he's 20 and will be 21 January 11.  he is in the army reserve, and is INCREDIBLY sweet.  this saturday will be 10 weeks that me and him have been going out (longest relationship ive ever been in).  he treats me SOOO well, i got 4 pix of him im ( Read more... )

hey everybody, sorry i havent updated in a REALLY long time, but my computer has been messed up, this 1 is just gunna be short cuz im tired. everybody plz pray for my dad, he fell down the stairs in r new house that go to are basement (about 15 stairs) and he shatterd his ankle. he crawled from the back of r new house, 2 the front of r trailer ( Read more... )

this is a song from m-fuge over the summer ( Read more... )

matt- you have never treated me wrong, you have always been there for me. you have NO idea how much you really mean 2 me, and how much i care for you. last night when i said that is what i wanted, i lied. that is the last thing i wanted was for us to break up, i just said that i agreed cause that is what u said u wanted to do. u have no idea ( Read more... )

last night from 10:45-3:30 this morning i was talking to matt. we were trying to figure out what we thought we should do, if we should just break up and not go back out and be friends, stay together, or just date other ppl and if we end up just still careing so much about eachother then go out again. we ended up deciding that were gunna date ( Read more... )

today was cool i guess. school was good, not everyone hates me thank god. i feel like matt deserves someone SOOO.... much better then me, i feel like i dont deserve him, he's EVERYTHING that i want in a guy, but i feel like im holding him back from doing things, i feel like he needs someone better. i love him to death, he's been there 4 me through ( Read more... )

today wasnt as bad as i thought it would b. not EVERYONE hates me, but i feel like im losing 1 of my best friends, 1 of the ppl i can tell everything, 1 of the ppl that cares about me, 1 of the ppl i care about. he doesnt REALLY know how much he does mean 2 me. i trust him and care about him, the only reason i cried today was cause i felt like im ( Read more... )

me and jen saw sum1 givin bo smith pills and he gave 1 to john hartson, well we were talkin about it and mr. thomas overheard us and asked us what happend, and we told him and he came and got john and bo and took them 2 mr.love and julianna told john and bo that it was us who told on him, so now EVERYBODY in that school hates me and jen for ( Read more... )