this is the one time i was sure things would be back to normal and we'd be happy again. i guess this just goes to show you that you can't assume someone is always going to be honest with you when things get rough. no matter how much you think someone loves you, eventually you'll realize that he really doesn't give a fuck about your feelings.

sadly enough, we are now a democratic country.

an update of my life ( Read more... )

Last night I went to oceanside for liana's party. it was a pretty good time but overall I got too drunk and acted like a real asshole, which I always do. flipcup is a dangerous game when it comes to keeping track of beers. here you go:
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9.6.06, the night before my birthday, was such a cute and different kind of night than usual. I wish I hung out with sha girls more often because it was such a hilarious night and really made my birthday a good one.
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It honestly feels like liam has been gone forever and it hasn't even been a full day. people keep telling me how it'll be okay, he's so close, but compared to how attached we became to each other it's not close at all. i know that i have friends that i can talk to and hang out with but it just isn't the same; the one person that has been my ( Read more... )

I'm on almost ten beers right now. Taking back sunday was amazing, it was so good dancing and singing along to songs i am familiar to. Everyone was high and drunk and buying each other beer in my section, it was awesome. I hope everyone who went had as amazing a time as I did:
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I seriously love frank, just before I had a really long and deep conversation with him about some of the fears I have concerning a 7 month relationship. It really felt so good to get it out, especially because frank and I have the same personalities and he won't judge me ( Read more... )

Last night was a girls night for Stephanie, Meredith and myself. Some kid they barely talk to picked up for us and dropped us off at the secret cove and we got really drunk. Liam picked us up and we went to frantoni's for a little where I told the people who work there details about my sex life, yeah good times. Then we went to wendy's because ( Read more... )

Because I am horribly good at procrastinating I've decided to update this piece of shit that I doubt anyone actually reads. Lately my life has been a mess; I feel like I have nothing stable besides Liam and I know eventually he's going to become fed up with all of my little freak-outs. My grades are dropping in almost every subject and I can't find ( Read more... )