has anyone ever said to you "i'm not going anywhere ( Read more... )

i can't seem to get rid of this feeling, it's been like this for some time now... about 2 months... maybe less. time doesn't help. things are SOMEWHAT back to normal, but i still feel this horrible feeling, that i don't want, i don't want to always second guess shit, i don't want to feel like shit ain't right, cuz it is, everything is ok, im ver ( Read more... )

i love my mother. for right now im kinda all she has. for those who don't know ..... ok i fave like NO friends on here, but for those who don't know. my sister who is 30 been moved to LI and she don't come here often. she doesn't even come here sparadically. it's less than an when you get your annual car inspection. ok we get it. so i have to ( Read more... )

i really don't know why i am continuing to do this to myself. my hair is falling out, im constantly holding my breath afraid that my past with come to haunt me or he will leave me. he shows no signs of this. he's being true as ever, it could be that i know he's a player, or was a player, once a player always a player???? i feel that he loves me ( Read more... )

someone once told me that if you really love someone, and they love you, there is nothing in this world that will ever tear you apart. i know that not every day is gonna be a picnic. this i know... that i can eal with... but not being able to breath.... cuz i don't know where you are or what you are doin, i don't know why my mind goes into all ( Read more... )

March 14th ( Read more... )

this is hope mother of the 4 trolls, if you wanna know sabrina is the mother of the 2 trolls in florida, ok NOW... it's too long to post in one journal so i have to break it up ( Read more... )

Communication is the key ( Read more... )

i just want to know how people exist and function in the real world around here.... i know that 75% of the time that i sign onto this beautiful space of ours, maybe 2-4 of my friends are online, IF THAT, some people engulf theyselves in this cyber world of whatever you wanna call it so that they might actually search and FIND the one they been ( Read more... )

you tell me don't ever change... im perfect just the way i am RIGHT NOW... yeah that was 2002... i been with you for 3 years and you don't want me to change ever... stay the way i am.... yet you constantly changin... and when i react "baby OMG you changin up on me" im not changing, this is me and im not afraid to admit it.... how can i remain the ( Read more... )