I went for a run yesterday. I never realized how fit I was in high school. Run felt good; will run again. In a circle. I'm not sure if I'm being metaphorical or not, but I really did go for a run yesterday, a real one. I haven't weighed myself since I stood on the immaculate scale at the mansion I housesat, but I'm sure I've gained significant ( Read more... )

Just realized what bothers me about people, when I regress into being bothered by silly things. It's their youth. I have many friends who are 3-5 years younger than me. I keep telling these people, wait, just wait, we've only hardly barely scratched the surface of our relationship, and I'm so excited to know you today, tomorrow, next week, next ( Read more... )

Alone in the country ( Read more... )

Man, oh man. Il y a longtemps que j'ai ecrit. Quant a moi? Rien, non plus. I've been watching movies on a historic pace. However great the majority of them have been, I feel like I should be reading more, writing more. I've been stuck for a while, though. Every now and then I turn out a good poem, a good idea, but nothing seems to be finished. I'm ( Read more... )

Read over a few bookmarked entries. I've been here for a while, in the good sense. Mentally, you know...or whatever. Within a stasis, though, there is still the steady flow upward or roundward. Directions don't necessarily matter. Or exist. Not really. To you, I exist only as a memory, so I'm only an idea you have. I understand now why it's hard ( Read more... )

I've seen a floating facebook note with 15 most memorable albums, and it got me thinking. I wanted to document my current top 15 without the mess of tagging 200+ people. It'll be interesting to look back on, I'm sure ( Read more... )

If you're born in a tunnel, you must walk a ways before any hint of the light. How do the elite maintain superiority over the masses? It's linked to our insecurity as a race; we're kept in the dark to our true power and potential. Directing our minds elsewhere from birth and carried forward through our low standards of education. All areas of our ( Read more... )

The last month and this month have been and are full of expectations for the future, and that is dangerous. My days are spent waiting for the day when I can finally move. July 3rd seems so far away. It's true that the location may be a temporary one, and honestly that would probably serve as the best case scenario because that means I'm making mad ( Read more... )

All right, this is a purely archival entry. I'm sort of sick of the whole thing as far as posting revelations and whatnot. Really, it belittles every emotion I have to share it with anybody via the internet. Yes, I'm attracted to women, and I have happy feelings and angry feelings throughout the day. But here's what's going on ( Read more... )

I have some quick notes. I'm in a constant debate about how to live my life in relation to others. I never know when to engage in debate with someone, for example. I rarely say anything, that's just who I am--I mean, I rarely make declarative statements about my personal beliefs. But a lot of people do. And sometimes I'd like to talk to them. A ( Read more... )