im sorry.

im lost.

im pathetic.

im bored.

this weekend was really fun[ny]

haha woooooooo. loserrrrrrrrrr

THREE FUCKING DAYS HOLY SHIT...this week/weekend is gonna be funnnnnnnn

i realized today that writing precis' was the closest thing to a steady journal i have ever written and i want to keep doing it.

days like today make me so fucking happy to be leaving this place, and these people.

its over.

this is so much harder than i ever thought it would be.

this is it.
for me, i always knew this would mark the beginning of the end.

i cant believe its actually here. holy shit.

FUCK.

i hate this.
i hate that im sad.

i hate that i pretend i dont care.
i hate that i care.
i hate that i reallllly realllly care.

uhhh and this can never be right, because one of us will always be unhappy, one of us will always be hurt.
this sucks :(

so shallow.

ew.

YESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYESYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

ALKSJDFLKAJDLFKJASDF
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

ugh.

oh and...

we are 4th quarter seniors.
yeah.