I got what I wanted. I should be moving at the end of December. I still haven't told my parents. I need this to happen though. I want to get as far away from here as possible. New Jersey here I come. I'll have the love of my life by my side, and a smile basically lol. It should be fun because we're driving cross country. WOOT. I've never driven ( Read more... )

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It seems like the more I try to forget about Cliff the more he's popping up. I mean, dude, I need to move on like now. The sad thing is, I don't want to date or even be with anyone right now. Maybe it's just the fact that he totally made me hate the opposite sex, besides like daniel or trevor, but it's riduculus how fast he's moved on. I can't ( Read more... )

Love. That word has so many different extrememes. These past 3 months I've had 3 guys tell me that they love me. The first, a total lie, I couldn't even hide it from myself. The second, was a drunken one, but later confirmed that he meant it, he was so hot too. The 3rd from someone who means the world to me in a non-sexual way, but yet I know he ( Read more... )

I finally broke up with Tyler. I did it in the shittiest way possible. It's hard to when you do something you promise not to EVER, EVER, EVER do. I guess it was time to end, in a way I'm glad it ended because now I have Daniel. I know he's perfect in every fucking way. He knows me to at my bad points and loves me anyway ( Read more... )

Hmm...so it seems that someone has been telling Daniel's parents about his shit. That fucking sucks. Yeah, I mean, myspace isn't the place to post your feelings unless you want them to be read. I wonder how his parents took it, since it was my fault that they were about me. I should've never looked at him in that way. I miss him. I hate to admit it ( Read more... )

I'm so weirded out right now. Tyler, my wonderful boyfriend, has been having a lot of flashbacks lately and he's not telling anyone. I want him to be ok but I think he should get help or something. I love him so much. Not many people understand us but that's ok. I'm happy and he's happy. I found out yesterday that Juli had made a new "Love Theory" ( Read more... )

I've realized that I'm the luckiest girl in the world. I have the best boyfriend you could ask for. He causes me to smile everytime i think about him. I find myself wanting to actually be with him. I wrote about him in a project that we had to do for english. I finally read it to him. He was really flattered that I was madly in love with him. He's ( Read more... )

Well it seems like our work is finally fucken complete, I can finally be happy. Yeah even tho i have a fucken cold i'll be kool. Yeah some people can really be fucken pathetic...I mean grow some fucken balls, who knows u may have some when u arent supposed to. Yeah im still sick of the same fucken bullshit *cough* christina *cough* ur fucken gay... ( Read more... )

Yes another day has gone by and TWISTED X-MAS IS TOMORROW!!! I think I told everyone haha. Oh well. I can't wait I will get to see Randy and finally meet Nora. Haha...cats are stupid...Today at FNL some guys came in to evaluate us. Yeah laura had to leave early...u suck laura haha. Took forever to get home. haha I'm flexible i can bend into an ( Read more... )