So recently I did a photoshoot posing as different stages of a butterfly. I don't have all the pictures but here are some of the pictures I captured with my camera. (I reposted this from a makeup community I posted to) I'm doing just swell btw I've been writing blogs on another blog website. Here's the link incase yall care to see what's up ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since i've last posted in this live journal ( Read more... )

College ( Read more... )

Oh my am I happy ( Read more... )

So wow I haven't updated since March. A lot of stuff has happened since. I'm going to give yall a brief recapp of the past few months.

March-Started dating other guys. Slowly getting over Matt ( Read more... )

Wow I haven't updated in awhile ( Read more... )

As miserable as I am inside and at times with him I can't seem to say goodbye to him. I'm so broken in many ways.For the first time in months I went out last night. I went to Trade Bar which is a Gay club. I went with Randy and we met up with others at the club. I must admitt I had a blast and I wouldn't mind going out every Thursday out there.All ( Read more... )

Things with Matthew and I seem to be getting better?He's supposed to arrive here in Mcallen at 5 on Friday. I'm happy I need to feel his arms around me. I need to know he loves me that he really wants to be with me. We've gotten into pretty intense arguements and we've said how we've felt. He told me he felt tied down?How the hell can he feel tied ( Read more... )

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I'm a changed person. I look at the world from a different perspective. I feel as if I've matured greatly.That maturity wasn't a good thing. This attachment I have for my boyfriend isn't good. It's ripping me inside tearing me up every fucken day of my life! I'm missing out on life. I'm missing out on being a "kid". I want to smile and actually ( Read more... )