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[pyjamagurl]

*hugs you forever*

Exactly why I am envisioning anything past S5 as AU.

It makes me quite sad really that Misha seems to really want Cas to be good and still have Dean, and it just isn't going to happen. I just want to go give Misha a hug now...

[i_rise_inside]

*clings to you*

How are you doing that bb, I cannot and i hate it! Look at their faces in that gif, the love! IT'S LOVE! Dean CARED! He cared so much, what happened to him?

[pyjamagurl]

*hugs and pats soothingly*

I honestly don't know. I think a lot of it involves not thinking about S6 and what they did to Cas (despite the huge comments last night) and living vicariously through my apocafic. I don't know. Ever since the_ninth_bow said she couldn't take it seriously and doesn't view it as the same show, I've found it easier to compartmentalise.

It really does break my heart what they have done though, and the thought that we are never going to have them like this again.

Oh Hermione :( Oh you *hugs some more*

I do too. I think it's quite rare that we get this degree of honesty, I mean he jokes about and winds people up, and here we're seeing exactly what he thinks, what he wants for a character he has been playing for the last three years.

[i_rise_inside]

*sniffles*

I hope there will be a day when I'll be able to laugh at S6, disregard it, move on and not hurt over it anymore or feel so cheated. I hope it's soon. I'm glad you're dealing with it better, or managing to ignore it, cuz how would you be able to write your fic otherwise?!

They used to be so epic. It's over now. I have to keep telling myself that until it sinks in.

[kickbackrocket]

/sob/

It was bad enough when we were all crying our little hearts out over what they've done to Cas, but now Misha's pretty much crying his little heart out too and I CANNOT DEAL WITH THIS.

s6 needs to be salted, burned and forgotten really really fast, and Cas damn well deserves to cry in Dean's lap and I think Misha loves Cas as much as we do and NOTHING MAKES SENSE ANYMORE AND I STILL CANNOT HANDLE THIS.

/clings/

[i_rise_inside]

It breaks me, he is so upset about it clearly and he cannot do a thing! It's going to be so much worse for him, he's the one who's going to have to play that evil being, and let Cas go.

CAS DESERVES TO BE RAISED FROM THE PERDITION OF PAIN AND LONELINESS, HE DESERVES TO BE HUGGED BY DEAN AND TOLD THAT IT'S ALL OKAY, HE DESERVES TO HOLD DEAN AND WEEP AND LET IT ALL OUT AND BE FORGIVEN! I JUST WANT HIM TO BE BACK, I WANT DEAN TO WANT HIM TO COME BACK!!!

[vasiliki]

Misha is an actor, he can act this evil being without TOO much problem - but what about Cas' FANS? WE are the ones with insomnia, losing weight, crying... did *WE* DESERVE this? If Misha has integrity as an actor, he'll decline returning to further destroy Cas' character, and Cas' fans. But of course, then he'd miss the great goofy atmosphere on set, and a good source of income, so I don't think even Misha would decline playing evil Cas. -_-

[i_rise_inside]

Misha has been Castiel you know, been in his headspace like none of us have, he's made him who he was, and I've always given Misha more credit that the writing, so I don't want to say that our pain is bigger than his... but it's true, none of us deserved this! Not Cas, not Misha, not us! ;___;

I don't expect him to leave the show just because he doesn't agree with the direction his character is going in, and there are plenty of fans who like god!Cas, many who are willing to continue watching just for Misha, so I will not hold it against him if he doesn't ragequit the show, but I do want him to express his displeasure, talk about Cas seriously, be honest about what he feels. This is srs bsns for some of us, our hearts are broken, and I want him to be candid enough to say that he agrees that it was wrong, that he understands our pain!

[i_rise_inside]

I know what you mean, I've thought about it plenty, cuz the Winchesters' treating Cas like shit has been a constant for a while now, and that's why it hurts so much, what they've done, because it makes sense in an ugly, twisted way - Cas breaking down like this was an inevitability!

But I don't think this is what the writers' were getting at, I find it hard to believe that they'd have the brains to plan or execute something like this, this whole storyline was clearly something someone shat out at the last minute. But I bet they must be all sitting and gloating and congratulating themsleves for being so clever, because somehow the Winchesters' horrible behaviour towards Cas, and how he silently took it, it all falls into place with this new plot twist. The truth actually is that they just didn't know what to do with Castiel, or how to treat him with respect. Everyone except Carver and Edlund undermined his importance to the boys and the show, and were happy with him being the errand boy or the butt of everyone's nasty jokes.

[i_rise_inside]

lolol! I bet they don't look into things as deeply as we do, consistency is something unheard of, on SPN, so it only amuses me that it all somehow makes sense. and it pisses me off too, cuz now they can say, oh you should have seen it coming, we have been dropping hints allll along!

Yeah, there is no denying what exactly turned Cas into this monster, it wasn't power or pride, it was hurt and betrayal. But it doesn't comfort me, the fact that it's so obvious, because THIS FUCKING SHOW WILL NEVER ADMIT IT, DEAN AND SAM WILL NEVER ADMIT IT, they'll never accept or ponder over how they mistreated Cas, how they could have stopped all of this, they are too hypocritical and self-absorbed for that.