I am leaving to go to california today.. uh, woopee?
yesterday i hung out with ben : ) it made me smile. im gonna stop getting all emotional and shit now. im excited about that.
lindsey and lydia spent the night, it was nice seeing them!! : D
i hafta go potty.

I got 7 hours of sleep last night. it makes me feel unbelievably happy. im hoping to get 8 hours tonight.
today i drove. it was fun!!!
im starting to work realy hard on contoling my emotions. its realy hard though. i need a normal way of calming myself down.

i havnt been sleeping much, at all. so im all cranky and bitchy. and its not good cause ben and my family are probibly getting sick of it. so today i WILL sleep ( Read more... )

i dont like how my life is going now. but instead of complaining and shit, im going to change it. but i dont really know how to change it for the better. all i know is that im not happy about something and i dont think it is something i can control.

i love my, er i mean my SISTAS puppy.

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fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

I realy like how someone left me a comment telling me to grow up when I am only 14 years old. Oh no a freshman depending on her mom? what the hell is this world coming to ( Read more... )

I went to a show last night, and it was er, not as exciting as i hoped it would be. It got funner towards the end though.
lalala..

After school it rained, and the rain was cold. It felt nice to be surrounded in cold water after jogging ten minutes straight ( Read more... )

Yesterday Ben came home with me from school ^.^. and we went to ashleys paartaaay. I like her coach! and her bed. And then we went to my house to pick up bens stuff. and when ben left the car, kitty starting to freak out. hehehe ( Read more... )

NATES BACK!! what kind of idiots suspend a kid for not going to school enough? haha the people in charge my school definatley are ( Read more... )