I had such a crazy assed dream last night that proves once and for all that I am either clearly insane or there is something going on in this house. I had a dream that this house was haunted, and I mean not just "oh i thought i saw something " or "Cool ORBS ON MY PHOTO" (AN: don't believe that orbs are ghost unless they are kinda out of place in a ( Read more... )

Really? Am I jealous? Do I want to look prettier or thinner? Do I want a load of guys drooling all over me? Am I jealous of that attention ( Read more... )

Ahh today has been an interesting day today. I did tell you that I had a feeling about today and YAY I have had my stupid question featured on Collegehumor.com and if you know me, even just a little, you will now that this is a HUGE deal for me. I am sad like that ( Read more... )

my little brother sent me a message today saying that he misses me and asking when I am visiting. and I instantly felt guilty because I am leaving to London and will see them less than I do now...

It is actually hurting my heartstrings thinking about that..

Goodbye Beautiful

Twisting the photograph
grimace their smiles;
drained emotions
forced
strained.

(Goodbye beautiful)

Lips move fast, strong.
Dancing false words to one another.
Clone to clone…

(Encase me in alone…)

Delicately spinning between my fingertips,
I watch their dainty skin
torment my flesh
heat my bones
and enrage my heart

( ( Read more... )

Nearly everything in my life is revolving in some kind of vicious circle that all collide nicely in this epic Venn diagram where they all overlap causing a friction of thoughts that lead to a mental burnout. Thus, resulting in me being up at 5.00am in the morning and unconcious for the whole of tomorrow ( Read more... )

sXe I used to twist the words that God could ever give me ( Read more... )

I am watching a seriously good film at stupid a clock because I have so much rage pumping throuhg my system about a certain person and a certain website (unrelated) I can't bring myself to sleep. So I have to be up in like 5 hours but this moment this film about Andy Kaufmen is so good and all these things are circling in my mind ( Read more... )

I am angry ( Read more... )

Little Red Lanterns (A Chinatown Story) The water still drenched the streets though the sunlight was caught violently upon the surface. The river trickled down the cemented paths and passed through the grids with such ease that it was entrancing to watch. The wind clung onto her with a vicious embrace that chilled her bones and made her heart pound ( Read more... )