so tonight i was taking my usual drive back to flagler like i always do.and i realized when you drive it can take so much shit off of your mind.its just such a relaxing thing.ive noticed a lot about myself lately.its mostly things i have never thought about before.for the most part its all good and i really like that.just man i feel like im getting ( Read more... )

i need to get over this.
im only hurting myself :/

i hate how you think its okay to treat people the way you do i hate how i like you and can do nothing about it at all.i hate this feeling that i want something so bad and i know i could possibly never have it EVER.its so close to me but yet its so far away.i dont think ive ever felt such a guilt but yet at the same time i could care less.its ( Read more... )

i wish i never would of done what i did.i feel like i can talk to no one about it because literally no one is supposed to have any idea.this is so horrible and shitty i wish i could go in a coma and just wake up and everything would be okay.i just want something exciting to happen ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder what compelles humans to do the things we do.if we know they are bad then why do you have the urge to do them.you know you shouldnt but yet you act upon it like its nothing.i feel like i have a lot on my mind.im almost done with all of my classes.then i finally get a break after 12 years of school.but not a long break.because i ( Read more... )

being single is starting to lose its appeal,quickly.

i broke my phone today in anger.
its been awhile since iver been that upset.
i cant sleep.
cant eat.
i dont know what to do.
i wish i could talk but i dont know what to say.
its so hard.

its funny to look back at life just a few months ago and think how much better it is now than it was before.the drugs and bad influences are gone and now i do what sabrina wants to do.my days dont go by in a haze where i cant remeber what ive done over the weekend.yeh i like this way of living.its way cleaner.new friends some people just arent ( Read more... )

i wouldnt call us best friends anymore.

i bought a car today its sooooooooo cute and i love it