im bored ( Read more... )

i miss you so much.
please come back.
im so sorry.

ugh.
im tired of thees knots in my stomach.
the trust issues i have i caused my self.
fuck being dishonest.

i know you wont hurt me.
why do i think it all the time?

ive recently met the most amazing boy ever.i love everything about him.he makes me feel the most comfortable and i know i can be myself around him.i hope things begin to look up.they were at the lowest point for awhile.

i ecsaped your cycle.
i beat you before you beat me.
BITCH!

im getting over you.
i can feel it.
but its taking time.

i've been trying to get away.
but you always pull me back in.
i wish i had the strength.

everyday i weave a bigger web.
sometime its pure bliss.
others i just want to die.
please let me know.

i hope im completly wrong....but i just dont know....honestly.

so uh...you know when they say things get so bad the only thing they can do is go up? i think thats where i am at right now.the other night i was driving and i got pulled of and got my license suspened.its such a learning experiance and i hate the fact that it happened to me so much.i guess you could say im not going to be drink and driving any ( Read more... )

i hate it when im right.
damn it sucksssssssssss