so she said "Ben i love you,always will,just like i said when we were together. but this is something i need to think about and talk to you in person about"

even though this doesnt even really solve anything..knowing that she didnt immediatly turn me down and said she has to think about it made my day. but i am NOT hyping myself up over it.

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i havent been this sad in so long..its heart break all over again ( Read more... )

p.s-i made it home safely.dont know how i did it..even though my heart is pounding out of my chest right now
thank you michelle for keeping me alive on the way home..even though you turned scene in 2 minutes
i still love you beb, no matter what,even though we secretly dislike each other..miss you n00b

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im actually kinda tired of being single ( Read more... )

feelings do come back.
and i do miss you.
but for some reason it seems like a waste of time.
it seriously needs to get dark up in here already.
longest day of my life

so a couple new updates in my life.some good some bad ( Read more... )

hmm its 3:17 am..and my bed is occupied by 2 girls that snore louder than me..
i dont even know why i write in this..no one reads it.
to my bed i go..goodnight <3

i should really be asleep right now but im a horrible person and thought it would be ok to play a drinking game..so yeah im fucked..totally bro...CHOPPY ( Read more... )