note to self: must trick the self into thinking that it is excited to go to class today. that it is excited to have a voice lesson, and to dress up for it, and that it is excited about jazz theory or Alexander technique or choir or studio class or arts management. must trick the self into not being lethargic.

i'm having issues focusing in class. i had a really awesome weekend in rhode island, meeting joel's friends and going to the wedding and hanging out with his family...but that felt like it was worlds away, and being back here and getting back into diong homework and reading for class and singing regularly is soooo hard right now. i can't stop ( Read more... )

i think i have social anxiety issues.

so i'm a little buzzed because kelsey and i had a cocktail as a homework break treat and i realized how un-motivated i am to do any more reading tonight. the reading this semester is RIDICULOUS, in every single one of my classes. seriously. i read for about 3 hours today and STILL have an assload of chapters to get through ( Read more... )

guess who got a fake ID that actually looks like me and won't expire until 2012?!?!

me. that's right, me. so i can finally go out with my boyfriend once in a while and have a beer. i'm psyched. and it only cost me $5.

i was the biggest veg today, it was ridiculous. but i think i need to keep in mind that today is really one of the last days that it's acceptable to lie around and pretty much not do anything ( Read more... )

i'm back in minneapolis. and it's exciting and everything, but i still can't shake this lonely feeling at my core. i've got so much to do today though that hopefully i won't have time to think about it. and then tonight more people will be around, since today is move-in day for so many people. i just have to remember to stick to my resolution ( Read more... )

since school is starting soon i have a few things i've resolved to do or discovered about myself ( Read more... )

that pretty much sums it up.

I'm home! and it feels so good, you have no idea how relieved i am to be on vacation and not think about work or school or really much of anything besides joel for the next three weeks ( Read more... )