Host, 16a/?
anonymous
October 1 2011, 04:54:38 UTC
Despite the fact that it was wet, smelled intensely of mildew, and his wrists were chafing, Sollux actually felt calm. It was dark, almost cozy, inside the wardrobe. It wasn’t like when they had wired him up and shut him off like a machine. He could still feel. Still knew where he was, could still breathe and think and sense. Soon, though, he’d be back with the seatrolls, and they’d continue their work, and he’d be closer to dying. Closer to becoming the Helmsman, and this entire ship would be his body.
Maybe it won’t be as bad as all that, he tried to tell himself. Maybe it’ll actually be easy.Sollux wondered how his lusus was doing. The bicyclops must have not eaten since Sollux fed him before he left. It was probably pissed. His neighbors had probably killed it to shut it up by now. If he ever got home, if his lusus was still alive and wasn’t angry at him, Sollux was going to find another place to keep it. The thought of his lusus being chained up all by itself…it hadn’t ever really been that big a deal before. But
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Host, 16b/?
anonymous
October 1 2011, 04:55:36 UTC
The door burst open, slamming against the adjacent wall. Sollux’s eyes flew open, and he suddenly couldn’t remember if he’d fallen asleep or not. He curled himself up into a tight ball, as much as he could muster. His whole body was shaking. No I don’t want to go back up there yet I want to stay here longer just a little bit longer let me stay here….
The wet-sounding footsteps in the carpet grew louder as they approached, and the doors to the wardrobe were slowly pulled open. Blinding light flooded into his dark sanctuary, and he seized up with apprehension. The Condesce looked down at him, reached in and ran her fingers through his hair. She frowned, then pulled her hand away, inspecting the drops of sweat that she had picked up from his head.
Sollux didn’t dare to move, didn’t dare to look at her. Look, see? I stayed real still and quiet the whole time. I didn’t even try to get out, didn’t try to run away. Look. Look. I was good, I was really good.The Condesce wordlessly reached in, putting one hand behind his back
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Host, 16c/?
anonymous
October 1 2011, 04:56:52 UTC
She sewed up the last bit of his T-shirt. She put the thread in her mouth and tore the end off, then patted down the front of his shirt and smiled lethargically. “There,” she said. “Done.” She reached behind his head and untied the gag, then poked her fingers into his mouth and pulled out the mildewed cloth
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Host, 16d/?
anonymous
October 1 2011, 04:57:32 UTC
There were pinbones and scales in the meat. He forced it down, trying not to gag or heave it all up, because that’d only insult her, she wouldn’t like it, and his throat was feeling worse and worse and the scales weren’t helping, they were only irritating everything….
“I’ve given it some thought. And I think…if you were to be my new Helmsman…we wouldn’t get to be together anymore.”
Sollux swallowed what was in his mouth. He just barely got it down. His heart was racing, and he knew what she was going to say next, he knew it, and fucking hell how much harder could she make everything for him….
“I don’t want them to fix my ship,” she said softly, her eyes studying the floor. “I’m tired of it all. I want to just be with you, Sollux. That’s it, really. I don’t know if you could ever understand but I love you so much.” She pushed another lump of fish into his mouth, and this time, she slid her fingers in past his lips as well. How in the hell was he supposed to chew his food while her hand was in there too…but he managed it,
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Re: Host, 16d/?
anonymous
October 1 2011, 12:49:03 UTC
Oh Sollux. ;_; My heart bleeds for you and what you have to go through.
And The Condesce... she's so many kinds of loopy and crazy but I can kind of get why she wouldn't want to rule anymore and just want to live in peace by herself but oh God. ;; Sollux.
By the end of this whole mess, he is going to need a lot of non-creepy hugs to get over this.
Re: Host, 16b/?clisciaOctober 3 2011, 18:52:49 UTC
This is the single best fill on the kink meme. I check it every night before I go to bed. Words can't describe how amazing it is because you've already said all of them in the fill. I just love it to so much, I've been here since the beginning of part 1, and I will follow it every step of the way. I hope it never ends alskdjf.
Maybe it won’t be as bad as all that, he tried to tell himself. Maybe it’ll actually be easy.Sollux wondered how his lusus was doing. The bicyclops must have not eaten since Sollux fed him before he left. It was probably pissed. His neighbors had probably killed it to shut it up by now. If he ever got home, if his lusus was still alive and wasn’t angry at him, Sollux was going to find another place to keep it. The thought of his lusus being chained up all by itself…it hadn’t ever really been that big a deal before. But ( ... )
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The wet-sounding footsteps in the carpet grew louder as they approached, and the doors to the wardrobe were slowly pulled open. Blinding light flooded into his dark sanctuary, and he seized up with apprehension. The Condesce looked down at him, reached in and ran her fingers through his hair. She frowned, then pulled her hand away, inspecting the drops of sweat that she had picked up from his head.
Sollux didn’t dare to move, didn’t dare to look at her. Look, see? I stayed real still and quiet the whole time. I didn’t even try to get out, didn’t try to run away. Look. Look. I was good, I was really good.The Condesce wordlessly reached in, putting one hand behind his back ( ... )
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“I’ve given it some thought. And I think…if you were to be my new Helmsman…we wouldn’t get to be together anymore.”
Sollux swallowed what was in his mouth. He just barely got it down. His heart was racing, and he knew what she was going to say next, he knew it, and fucking hell how much harder could she make everything for him….
“I don’t want them to fix my ship,” she said softly, her eyes studying the floor. “I’m tired of it all. I want to just be with you, Sollux. That’s it, really. I don’t know if you could ever understand but I love you so much.” She pushed another lump of fish into his mouth, and this time, she slid her fingers in past his lips as well. How in the hell was he supposed to chew his food while her hand was in there too…but he managed it, ( ... )
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And The Condesce... she's so many kinds of loopy and crazy but I can kind of get why she wouldn't want to rule anymore and just want to live in peace by herself but oh God. ;; Sollux.
By the end of this whole mess, he is going to need a lot of non-creepy hugs to get over this.
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