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Do I need to go shopping?
My legs wrapped around him, he slides his fingers from my calf to the back of my knee.
My hands involuntarily spasm, nails scratching the small of his back.
He runs his hand up my thigh, under my skirt, finding the lace and satin.
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he rends my heart
flays old scars anew
sows sorrow in my soul
and doubt in my mind
how can i persevere
with undermining ache
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fav quotes
“In an elitist world, it's always "women and children last."
“All women hustle. Women watch faces, voices, gestures, moods. The person who has to survive through cunning.”
"The will to be totally rational is the will to be made out of glass and steel: and to use others as if they were glass and steel."
“We seek not rest but transformation.”
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hypersexuality sucks
Once again, I cannot sleep. I don't know what to blame this time, caffiene? Getting too high, and taking a nap earlier in the evening? Prolly both. And now, the restoril is not kicking in, I took a second one, cmon already ( Read more... ) -
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I am prone to temporary obsessions. Is this negative, that I can't seem to commit? Or is it a good thing, that at least my insanity is passing? Why are they necessary at all? Why don't I just keep things simple? I can not seem to hold on to a hobby, project or anything creative. They lie forgotten about my home, in various stages of unfinish ( Read more... ) -
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"I want to show that from the negative, when you dare to see it, the positive is born, because there is the root to the good. I have inside myself, for example, a sharp aggression. But if you remove it, I loose my creativity. I have a great insecurity, but if you remove it, I also lose my sensitivity... I have a big need of spending time being ( Read more... ) -
Nov. 9th - Dark Moon in Scorpio
New Moon in Scorpio
The Moon will soon be just a sliver, and grow dark on November 9th (Exact at 6:03 pm EST). The veil grows thin on Lunar Samhain, and as a peak psychic time, it's a chance to see in the dark. This Dark Moon can bring on a soul retreat, when you go inward, but feel more connected to life's mystery. Great for ritual and divination, ( Read more... ) -
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"The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on.”
Chuck Palahniuk -
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"We turned at a dozen paces, for love is a duel, and looked at each other for the last time."
On the Road, Jack Kerouac
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no babies for me - oops, to late
So, I've been into astrology lately, mostly as a reminder of what not to do/be/fuckup. And, I'm just plain curious.
Leo Ascendant
Psychologically, you are a nature all in strength and confidence, you are a leader, whose force and nobility quite naturally bring from your entourage respect and desire for lining up at your sides without any doubt on ( Read more... )