Now why am I not surprised that it's 2:24 in the morning and I'm wide awake? Last night I went to sleep when the sun came up. My body is still on Hawaii Time. I dunno. Or maybe I just have insomnia. Insomnia sucks man. Well at least, I have The X Files marathon on the SciFi channel to keep me busy until 7 o'clock in the morning.

Hahahah. I was just remembering a conversation I was having with Kimberly...

K: ___ is so hot. Too bad he has a girlfriend.
H: Yeah, when I'm around someone I really like I turn into an absolute airhead and sound really ditzy.
K: Is that before or after you tell them that they have a 'beautiful soul'.
H: (silent. sticks foot in mouth)

I look like shit right now. Hahaha. My nose is just about ready to peel off. And this stupid cold weather isn't making anything better. Well, I just hope I feel better tomorrow because I have to go to work. Bleh...

So here's anti-men poem that I wrote a few months ago ( Read more... )

I must have a big stamp on my head that says "sucker". I dunno. Hahaha. So the other day I was walking down Waikiki. Well, there's all kinds of weird people there anyway. Anyway, this random guy comes up to me and asks, "Do you understand English?" Hahahahha! So I reply, "Yes." He then tells me, "I'm a yoga instructor from France, and I ( Read more... )

lovely heather, sounds like u r still hanging in there to the best of your ability. your family hasn't changed, and that's no ( Read more... )

"hey bootygirl, hope you made your way there without any damage either physical or mental. how's the beautiful sunshine of the dream land? i'm jealous. it's been gross here, rainy. anyway, just wanna check in to make sure my little heather is safe and
sound. take care of yourself 'cos that's what you really own and always have."

Better to have a handful of miscellaneous close friends whom I can depend on in a life crisis, than be social with a big clique of people who don't know me well and would only choose to hang out with me because we are both of the same ethnicity and speak that native tongue ( Read more... )

So I just finished my orchestra concert at Brandeis, and I must say that I played a lot better than at the concert at Wellesley. I had a completely different mindset from last night. Before I started playing today, I said to myself, “You know what? I don’t care what people think. As long as I enjoy what I’m doing. I am going to enjoy this. I ( Read more... )

I am sick and tired of being the “invisible friend.” I have never been part of a clique. All throughout my life I hung out with miscellaneous people or individual members of the different cliques. I was never ‘accepted’ into any of these cliques. The ironic part is that I was always the person who did not belong to the clique, but I knew some ( Read more... )