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so i was just taking a shower, and doing some pondering. and eventually my pondering led me to ask myself what ( Read more... ) -
my life is redundent
why doesn't anyone see how god damn special i am? FUCK.
i am SO special.
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k so i've been a little bit homeless and my phone broke and i broke up with calvin and some other stuff ( Read more... ) -
my house is a crime scene
jared beyer cracked through our door with a fucking rocking chair. i love that rocking chair. all i could say was "OHMYGOD HE BROKE MY FAVOURITE ROCKING CHAIR ( Read more... ) -
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i am continually frustrated by how little my dad does. and having relapsed or being in a relapse or whatever means that i should be slowing down, and i shouldn't want to keep being a good daughter and stop caring so much about my future because nothings ever going to work out for me if i do any sort of drug, ever. but i'm still getting up at 6:30 ( ( Read more... ) -
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i checked my messages last night and i had 34 from jared. and one from jake and one from dan(who was making sure i wasn't dead) and one from calvin and one from layney ( Read more... ) -
one week
see you in a week. i'm 20 pounds heavier and 118 days sober. -
see you in a month!
unless caron has a computer. but i still might avoid updatting cause it would be shadey.
love. lovelovelovelove.
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hey guess what it's not friends only
it's just that i'm going to heaven but there's a pit stop at rehab first. ms. smith gave me a coat, an old woman named mari noticed it looked imported and stopped me on the street. shes from ireland and asked me to help her move some boxes on saturday. but you know, i've got a problem with addiction and i'm just completely out of control ( Read more... ) -
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i didn't go swimming in a lake all summer long.
fuck you.
(joe berns still hasn't told me happy birthday. last night i had a dream he died and no one told me. i better go back home soon)