Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay ( Read more... )

if screaming cuz relieve all the tension that i have in me right now i would do it. but it wudnt relieve me of anything im feeling right now.. i feel angry i feel fustrated. i feel like giving up. i feel hopeless. n i feel happy sometimes. i feel iritated. everything in the world seems to b bugging me. im trying to fix a relationship and just when ( Read more... )

I've had so much that ive wanted to write but just havent had the time or energy to do it. but here i am. I just feel all messed up inside. i feel like theres so much to do and so much that i need to get resolved but i dont know where to start or i need certain things for me to do it. and i just want things to get dealt with and in most cases the ( Read more... )

so i am bored at home. have bin bored all week but im so broke with nothing to do im sure i have mentioned that recently. wantedd to get my nails done today but this place is forever busy. i miss the days it was never busy and i cud jus walk in no problem. ah well so im going tomorrow. n get my eyebrows done finalli cuz they look beastly and prolly ( Read more... )

so of im course im at work tryna buy some time cuz i dont have n et hing to do.. and id rather noone call in sick so i can relax! so i lucked out and deon has soccer today n is done at 8 so i get a ride home but i kinna want to get wings so i was thinkin bout jus takin the bus but fuck it if i get a ride i save money and that way i can justify ( Read more... )

... money money money. i hate money lol.. its a love hate relationship cuz i dont have nearly enuf. ugh so fustrating cuz theres just too many things i need to deal with. but honestly priority is getting this fucking car back on the road cuz im dieing busing it everywhere. i want to get a 2nd job but fuck job hunting on the bus is no fun. lol i kno ( Read more... )

no idea the last time i wrote but im trying to kill time at work. i have turned into such an angry person. because im constantly keepin shit to myself. even if its the smallest thing ill keep it to myself. n when i actualli have somethin to get made over i go insane. lol. i go off and usualli my anger is taken out on terrele. thank god he ( Read more... )

so its bin a good while since iv writtin.. but life is life.. i duno.. i started summer school today.. i think im gonna enjoy it but i realli jus gotta keep focused and get shit done. amandas wedding is tomorrow im soo looking forward to it.. its gonna b so fun! n my terrele is comin of course. even tho we had acouple false alarms. iv bin thinkin ( Read more... )

so i wont lie iv bin thinking alot about the past and what i could have done differently. i guess iv bin fallin off what i believe in and that is that everything happens for a reason. iv thouhgt about if i never met this person if i never moved here if i never did this if i never did that. if i never said this if i never reacted like that. if i ( Read more... )

What does 2010 hold for you ( Read more... )