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I always never felt like I was meant to be here. I hate this feeling. I feel as if I have no-one and it hurts so much. I mean I talk to people and they say they've never met anyone like me and I'm worth living..but the way I feel it's so hard to get those thoughts away. Iwish I could meet just that one person who will make me feel good. I've lost
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you think im a special person, but i guess i just need my time in order to feel that way about myself. i guess you're right about me pulling myself together and still managing to work, volunteer and go to school. trust me it's hard..but i still do it.
im not trying to depend on other people for helping me with my problems..i just wish that someone can be there for me. i've been there for people in their times of need and i someone now too. =\ i guess for right now though i need to deal with things by myself. =\
israel..well i hope to convince my mom that i can go there over the summer. my dad thinks its a good idea since he's from that country but my mom thinks ill get bombed. lol =o) however..rehab i will NOT do. ever. i need to stick to school ,volunteering and my job for money and that will only get in the way. seriously..
thank you so much for your input dani, ;) i can't wait to see you at school. maybe we can have lunch together and talk one day =)
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im going to pray for you. :)
feel better, you are here for a reason.
xox.
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leetal i heard about what happened.
and it really scares me so please please try to stop.
that needs to be a wake up call, i'm not trying to sound preachy
or anything but that is just so scary what happened to you.
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i will never do it again..
seriously..
=)
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