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It's been way too long since I last posted an entry. Let me see...what have I been doing ( Read more... )

I was lying in bed, staring up at the ceiling and it occurred to me that I don't feel at home here. I don't think I ever really have.

There are a lot of different reasons floating through my head, but I can't seem to pin down a specific one.

• Feeling of isolation
• Feeling of loneliness
• Not wanting to personalize the walls
• Not feeling pride in ( Read more... )

I hate being sick. *cough, cough*

I get all whiny and irritable when I'm sick. I think I want everyone to be as miserable as I am. I do apologize for being such an ass when I'm all better, but I'm still an ass when I'm sick.

Life just has a way of sucking sometimes and not in a good way. This week has just been a crappy week emotionally. I've had suicidal thoughts off and on for a few days now. The one thing One of the things that keeps me from doing anything stupid is my husband. Just thinking about him puts my thoughts into a better light and the harmful ideas fade ( Read more... )

I ran out of steam at work today. When I came back from lunch, I was just drained. Luckily the rest of the day wasn't too busy. It was steady which kept the day moving quickly, but when we had a lull in the customers I just sort of leaned slumped against the paint shakers or the counter and talked to my co-workers. Even after dinner I found my eyes ( Read more... )

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Happy Birthday,

Sweetheart!!!

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Happy

Birthday,

Nicky!!!