sometimes i forget what friends actually are. i have too many "friends". but not many, friends. i need to make everything correct here, because you know, well, there isn't much real left. everythings just fake, you know, i don't know. i guess that's what highschool is. i guess that what life is. i don't guess that, because, i mean, i don't think it ( Read more... )

prom was tight. i really enjoyed myself. ben was a very good date. ana's was pretty sweet too, well, ya know. the baby bananas were really cute, haha. It was kind of dramatic but i had a lot of fun aside from all the drama ( Read more... )

so there are so many things for me to be excited about but i'm so confused about a lot of things, as well. i've been really good recently, and so happy, and then my school got robbed, and a friend of mine died. Some of you may know him, JJ Ramstad. it's been a very upsetting couple of weeks, but i'm so excited for what life is bringing. tomorrow i ( Read more... )

i went kayaking today, it was a blast. i enjoyed myself. i was super goofy today but i enjoyed it. it's gorgeous outside, like super gorgeous, i just want it to be summer already, only like 7 weeks left. i'm going to try and get my schooling for next year all figured out. it's going to be stressful, but hopefully i can do it tomorrow, pick up ( Read more... )

hungrryyyyy. that's all i can say for myself. maybe starving. in mutliple sense, i do suppose. my tummy's grumbling for food and my heart for another thing. i feel lost sometimes, caught up in my own excitement, but i'm pretty sure, so are a lot of people ( Read more... )

so i discovered i never write in this anymore. oh man, i'm a lame dinga. a lot has happened since the last time i wrote in this, but i suppose that's what i say every time i write in this. i've had my ups and my downs, i've had slight threats but huge blessings. i've almost lost ones that have meant the most, and i've gotten rid of the people that ( Read more... )

i really enjoy wasting my time entirely. i have nothing too great going on right now, i'm sitting in my sunroom watching television, checking my myspace, and being super duper lame. i never have had this problem in my life,... in a sense it's nice, but to a sper extent, it is stressful, on account i can hardly all home home sometimes. it's ( Read more... )

so i'm definitely just chilling in Theory 1 and devin is playing the guitar and i have a keyboard right in front of me but i don't even have the energy to work. i'm exhausted, finals are this week, and i can't wait for a long weekend. it's going to be a nice relaxing (hopefully) weekend ( Read more... )

so i know i never update this anymore. but i guess i just forget to ( Read more... )

i think i have THE most beautiful people in my life, quite possibly. and i'm so happy right now, so happy. i have nothing to frown about, i have my friends and that's all i need. except apparently i need good grades, too? which i know i do but i really just want to shut school off. i can't wait till thanksgiving, winter break, spring break, summer ( Read more... )