Fic: Don't wake up 6/18
Don’t wake up!
Title: Don’t wake up
Type: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Words: about 900 (this chapter)
Warnings: a bit of angst, lot of M/M
Disclaimer: it's just my imagination, I don't own the guys, even if I really would like to ;-) But I own the story. Don’t tweet this to any of the persons I am just borrowing here.
Summary: What happens when Adam and Tommy wake up in one bed?
I found some more time to post today. So you get 3 chapters today ;-)
Still evil and still teasing....
Chapter 6
Adam couldn’t stop himself from kissing Tommy. As he realized what he was doing it was too late to take it back. His lips were on Tommys and he was moving them softly. This was just pure emotion, no lust. He just had the urge to let his lips speak to Tommy. But when he regained his consciousness he wanted to pull away from the kiss. He wanted to wait for Tommy and then he just kissed him! What kind of patience was this?
But before Adam could pull away, he could feel how Tommy moved closer, his hands in Adams hair. Adam lost almost all control as Tommys tongue slipped in his mouth. He moaned and wrapped his arms tight around Tommy. For a few moments he forgot about his doubts and let himself fall into the kiss. And he could feel Tommy and he couldn’t imagine that he was ever more alive, more in the moment than now. Kissing Tommy was like touching the sky. But it was also like tasting a forbidden fruit. It felt good and bad at the same time. Like pain and joy. Adam didn’t want to stop. He wanted to kiss forever. He wanted to fall in this kiss and bathe in the feeling. But the kiss ended as Tommy suddenly pulled away and looked at Adam in concern.
Tommy couldn’t think straight as Adams lips crushed against his. His mind was spinning. And even if he would have been able to stop himself, he probably wouldn’t because his body was taking control. And his body didn’t mind that the person who was kissing him was a guy. It didn’t mind that this was Tommys best friend and his boss and the damn Glamgod himself. No, his body just pulled Adam closer and started to kiss him back. And the kiss became a hot one and Tommys body wanted more. Wanted to crowl into Adams lap and become one. His body wanted so badly to touch Adam all over and to let Adam touch him. And maybe also let Adam fuck him.
As soon as this thought came to his mind, it seemed to shake him awake.
What are we doing? What the fuck am I doing?
Tommy pulled away from Adam and looked in Adams face. He could see the frustration there. And it hurt him. Why did he let this get that far? Tommy was not able to find a logical reason behind what happend. There was just no logical reason, because Tommy was not attracted in guys. So why did this happen?
Adam could see the turmoil behind Tommys eyes.
Shit, I just fucked it up!
Adam could have slapped himself for being so stupid. Why didn’t he just enjoy the embrace, why did he have to kiss Tommy. And now maybe the only possibility to be with Tommy will fade away. And if it hurt Tommy too much, he would also lose the friendship. He felt bad, really bad. And guilty and somehow just stupid. He should have stopped, why didn’t he? But before he could say anything, Tommy just slipped out of his embrace and ran to the bathroom, locking the door behind him.
Tommy was about to lose his mind as he was laying in Adams arms after the kiss. And he could feel that a part of him wanted just to get back to that kiss. And his cock was also very angry about him now. But his mind was now out of the clouds and this situation was now really painful and he had to get out. And he was ashamed because he could see that Adam felt bad. But he had to get away. So he just jumped out of the bed and locked himself in the bathroom. It was stupid, he knew that. But what else could he do? He had to get some free space to sort out what happened. He looked on his face in the mirror. His look still hazy, his lips swallen, his cheeks slightly blushed, his hair a mess.
You must breathe and calm down.
Adam buried his face in to the pillow and cried out his frustration and his pain. He should have known, it was too much for Tommy. Too soon. Too intense.
Fuck, was this intense!
But he asked himself why did Tommy kiss him back. Why didn’t he stop Adam when the kiss started. Ok, Tommy had feelings for him and he was obviously afraid of them and maybe he wasn’t sure how to handle with them. Of course, this is for sure the reason behind all. Tommy was afraid of being with a guy. Being with Adam. And for Adam one thing was clear: he must be patient and he must wait for Tommy. And he had to be in better control over his body.
Adam didn’t hear the bathroom door opened. He didn’t hear the quiet steps on the floor. But he almost jumped up as he felt the movement on the bed. He lifted his head and looked over where he felt something moving on the bed. And there he saw Tommy. He was sitting on the edge of the bed. He looked at his own hands and was trying to avoid Adam. And Adam could feel the urge to take Tommy in his arms, but this time he resisted. He wanted to wait until Tommy would be ready. He just had to wait!