"I hope that if I have a daughter shes a bubbley dumbass so she will not understand enough to hurt."

"That she would not be intelligent, only to have a tired, tormented mind like her mothers."

Someday you will ACHE like I ACHE.......

 Well I listen a lot.....

Sometimes I think I don't talk enough because when I do try to talk.... It comes out all wrong. Why am I shy?

I want a Dave Matthews ticket and a Tattoo.

 Sometimes They Stare:

How dare I stay out late. The raging slut am I?! Girls shouldn't drink or swear. Girls should care... about their HAIR?! They stare at me when I walk by. They don't think it's right for a girl to get high...even to try. FUCK!  Not capable of making my own decisions or opinions I wander around aimlessley.....SOMEONE PLEASE ( Read more... )

"We look @ each other, wondering what the other is thinking. We can't say a thing, as these crimes between us grow deeper."

This described tonight. Sometimes I just don't have words for what I feel. Doesn't mean that the feelings aren't there.

I am moving....What the Fuck?!

This town is too small for me? Rock  On!

It's still sad though. I have a lot of friends that I am going to miss. I am really going to miss Will. I can't believe I just found him and I already have to leave him. SIGH.....          However, it is only an hour away.

I know it won't be the same.

An Isrealite...

Dies in silence, with a fist full of soil in his lone hand.

and a bullet,

through his heart.

And if he is too read this i may blush a bit....Will Dailey is kind of amazing? Yes. "Forget about the notion that your emotions should be kept @ bay...or swept away." -Dave Matthews-

well today i may as well have my head in the clouds

i went to will's again yesterday ...doesnt seem so far away cause i was there till 5am!

craziness....

"To get high is to forget yourself. To forget yourself is to see everything else. Too see everything else is to become an understanding molecule in evolution."

God is the thing between your noses when you kiss....Will Daily

Man tommorow is gonna be a good day. That makes me smile. Someone very important to me is coming back into town and i can't wait to see him after he see's my painting. Everyone thinks he's such a jerk, and he was for a lot of reasons. He's sorry though, and wants to change, which is good. So hopefully we can be better friends. :)