there was a little girl on tv today ...her name was Dylan and she had crooked teeth and that made her sad....she says shes gettin braces in Jan. I just thought it was sad when she said she hated her smile with tears in her eyes....i know how that is.

MY CAR GOT WRECKED ....not by me though, so yeah im pissed off,at least its getting fixed tomorrow ( Read more... )

I feel like everyone is tearing me in every direction possible......If i can't hang out with one friend one night they get all pissed off....honestly guys I am trying to give you all some time, quit being pissed off....especially since you all know that I LIVE IN A DIFF. STATE NOW , and its real TUFF....I mean i have work and school too and that is ( Read more... )

ThInGs ThAt MaDe Me Cry FoReVeR, came again to me once in a dream, in a kiss, never to be bothered with the thoughts evermore.

Everything lately has been more disappionting....I've been drinking more often again. Mississippi is starting to make me tenderly sick.

but i still love music....at least it loves me back when no one else does....

"I think it should be tarted up, made into a prostitute, a parody of itself. It should be the clown, the Pierrot medium. The music is ( Read more... )

I woke up late today so i didnt get to work till 5:30 ...lol No one got pissed though...so that rulez!

I am so off tommorrow an imma go see will an I can't wait!!! Hes so awesome...

Being on a schedule sucks...I am really tired of people trying to make me grow up...i am not taking any of this well either. Sorry I don't have the drive to be an ( Read more... )

I went and voted .....yesterday and it doesn't even matter because we still have the same old stupid guy runnin things round "Merica."

There are 2 really redneck chicks @ school tryin to give me a hardtime....the bastards. They wear Dixie Outfitters like Ralph Lauren....really weird.

Went to Nathan's in Midtown today, it's really fun hangin out ( Read more... )

i swear that stupid boy that sits behind me got me sick.... lets beat him up

.....whos with me...anyone?....anybody...???

"I will myself...to walk this world without you.

I will see the rabbit in the moon and the man's eyes will always be on you."

Dave wrote this for my mom....I don't ever want to fall in love. It's too damned complicated! I mean why whould you say this to someone who doesn't have that same appeal or even "shine" (as the asshole puts it) to bring you ( Read more... )

i think im going crazy....no seriouslee. Everythings the same otherwise....school sucks....the people in Ms. suck and to top the cherry off i keep running into an Ex....no good.

Miss Risley hates my guts...haha.  I make it no easier on myself though, i cant help it im a rebellious teenager! BLAH!

now onto more important things: I AM AN ALCHOLIC ( Read more... )

I know it has certainley been a very long time a since i have been
wainting for my computer to be brought to my new house so i doubt that
anyone is reading me anymore so if you are why dont you leave a comment
and let me know if you are still paying attention to my blunders...if
you will. Thx - Dyaln