I have had ennui all day. And someone put my Gilmore Girls discs in the wrong order and I spent ten minutes wondering when I went crazy. When I finally figured it out, instead of switching the disc to the right one, I turned off the tv and stared out the window for five minutes. I'm going to see if Blockbuster has Grey Gardens in a bit. I doubt ( Read more... )

I am ruining my body. I have bruises and scratches from work, not to mention sore muscles and destroyed feet soles, sunburn and skinned knees from yesterday, mosquito bites from late nights. My sleep patterns are so mucked, sleeping till noon four days a week and waking at dawn the other three. My eating habits are a roller coaster of eating ( Read more... )

Last night instead of falling asleep I burst into tears. I haven't burst into tears when I'm not PMSing since... at least a year ago. Probably more. I just was lying there and at a slight provocation I decided to be emo-girl and lament the fact that my life is shit, with a big water show ( Read more... )

I changed my layout. It's secretly-Russian Mischa set to secretly-French Rufus. And it is impossible to make livejournal layouts look good. Overrides are basically the devil. I can do HTML, eljay, I cannot do LASTN_TALK_READLINK ( Read more... )

I think I'm a very likely person to become a workaholic. And not just because I'm going to be in New York, where they breed workaholics like they breed taxis. I've had a lot of free time because well, it's summer and my job has only happened two days and it's only going to be happening three days a week and that's really not that often. So I have ( Read more... )

You will find that I blog exceedingly less (at least on this blog) when I am home ( Read more... )

My mother is coming to my college today. She's probably somewhere in Pennsylvania at the moment. Which means I have 6-ish hours to finish reading four books for my political science final tomorrow, so that I can entertain her sufficiently when she comes. (She's spending the night and then we're driving back home tomorrow, after my last test ( Read more... )

My roommate and I just tried to debate private versus public high schools, but of course our biases got in the way. She seems to think that the self-confident air that private school boys develop is worth the thousands of dollars in tuition. (Which really means she finds it easier to like boys with the same background as her own.) She also told me ( Read more... )

I just woke up and realized how few days I have left before I go home. And just how much work I have to do before then. And for about a minute I was convinced that I wouldn't even be able to get in to the city one last time. And that's when I panicked, got up, and took out my history book ( Read more... )

Today I was walking out of my political science class and I was walking behind a man in a yarmulke (I looked that spelling up for sure) and wondering what he was doing on a Jesuit school's campus. And then a priest passed us both, and he said hi to the man in the yarmulke, and I smiled ( Read more... )