I got to check last night...and even tho i work 8 hours straight with no break...it was one of the best nights in awhile...

I've had a weird realization tonight...There is no point in feeling anything unless you have someone to share it with...there is no point in being happy if you can't be happy with someone...there is no point in feeling pain if there is no one there to feel it and understand it with you and i think thats why i've been depressed among other reasons ( Read more... )

I hit my first bong

Back me down from backing up ( Read more... )

So another week...I guess i'm making it harder on me than it really is about my parents, but it still bothers me, but i doubt they will divorce or move out cuz they hardly ever go through with what they say they will. I just wish both of them would be happy with or without each other. Its funny for the first time in my life i've actually wanted to ( Read more... )

My dad is looking for a place to move to. My parents will most likely get a divorce. Looks like i might need to full time at safeway. I'm thinking about moving out and getting emancipated. Maybe i could move in with sam...that would be fun. But oh well. Funny how this isn't really affecting me much do i feel like things are getting pointless. After ( Read more... )

All i need right now is some cocaine...i need to find a user again...

You're one of the worst friends i've ever had, yet i cherish you more than anyone

No one truly cares...no one can say they truly care...i've known this all along, and yet i can't bring myself to just take the pills. Only this computer has seen my tears. Only this keyboard has felt my frustration. I guess i'm more thankful for objects than people. Why can't i find a best friend. Someone to talk to, someone to open up to, someone ( Read more... )

We met ( Read more... )