Update

[fridayblues]

Yo, friendlist,
Since I haven't post anything for a while, I thought I would drop you a note to say that Fragile has been slow-going. I haven't had time to write much and with this TDK thing, other RL stuff and the fact that I'm too damn emotional these days don't help improving the situation much. But I'll live. And will update Fragile hopefully in

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[tanzmaeusi]

Hi Blues,

I´m so emotional these days too with all these fantastic articles about Heath, sometimes it´s really hard to read and remember and I´m on the verge of crying again. I don´t know what I will be feeling tomorrow when there will be tons of pictures from the TDK Premiere and Heath will be in none of them. I had always planned to go to the red carpet at the London Premiere of TDK and I already know it will be very painful to see these pictures.
When did you change "White Lillies" into "Fragile"? And why?
Hopefully RL is treating you well and work isn´t too stressful, it´s always so nice to hear from you, wether it´s a new chapter or your thoughts and updates on your life besides BBM,
take care and all the best,
Hugs,
Claudia

[fridayblues]

Hey,
Oh so my hugs are on the way to you as well. Hope you're feeling better. As for me, I feel like a switch. This minute I'm alright but the next I'm all sad and down. I hope it's going to pass soon because I hate to see myself like this. I don't even follow the news because I don't want to see pictures. But I know he's going to rock and I want to be there for him and watch him alive and BAD in the movie. I know I'm going to be very proud.
As for RL, I've been being too hard on myself lately with my work and study. Now I'm trying to relax. Maybe the trick is to let go.
BTW, the story is called Fragile from the beginning but the first title is White Lilies. The second chapter is named "Blue Hydrangia" and it's 50% completed. I will try to write tonight cause I can get home early today.
Take care, dear Claudia, and thank you so much for your hugs. You always be there when I feel down.
Hugs and smooches are on the way!
xxxxx

[bluebirds_sing]

Hi Blues!
Thanks for updating us about your writing.
Oh yes, I think that emotional is a f**ing bland word to describe my mood these days. I’m wrung out by TDK release, almost six month after a goodbye I can’t bring myself to say. Do you believe it, in Italy the release is on July 23… How considerate to choose the day after July 22! :( :( :(
Take care darling. Hugs
Tina

[fridayblues]

Hey :)
I know I'm worried when my friend dissappear from livejournal. So I guess I have to let you know that I'm ok even though I'm feeling weird...
TDK is here on July 17. But we can book the ticket one day in advance. It's going to be strange watching him on screen, knowing he isn't here. I don't read articles much because I don't want to read people talking about him in past tense. But at the same time, I want to read it. Um. I'm such a weirdo.
Thanks for your hugs, sweetpea (HI's Jack's copyright :) I was rereading Human Interest to sooth my mind the other day and I call everyone around me sweet pea all the time.
Take care, ok? Ranting sure can make things better. I'll write tonight and who know maybe I'll be ok.
Hugs you,
Blues

[lolitaray]

Aw honey. I know totally about the ups and downs with this thing. *big squeezy hugs*

And thank you for the rec!- I got a real shock seeing that! So happy you like it. :)

(btw it's cough-brothers-cough, not cousins, hope that doesn't stop you reading it, lol)

I sent my next chapter off to my awesome beta today so it won't be long before I update.

*smoochies*

[fridayblues]

Hey :)
Ranting sure makes me feeeel much better. And believe me when I say I'm head over heals for cousins...opps...*cough* brothers in love (and so much more, lol) Last weeken, I did nothing but imagine your Propinquity boys in action! Not exactly that kind of action *cough* but I kept picturing the scene that Ennis hide in the bathroom after he had ran off from Jack's room. In my head, Ennis didn't speak with Jack the next day and the next day until Jack has to source him out. Oh, in my head, I practically write the story for you, dear Lola. LOL So glad that the next chapter is with Tara now. So that will finally put my very own wicked version of Propinquity to the stop!
Talking about my favorite story sure makes me feel a lot better. I think I can write tonight, yey.
Hugs

[lolitaray]

LOL!!! I do that with stories that I really like as well!

So what happened once Jack sourced him out? Maybe Ennis can have a dream about it tonight...he's just having a sweet kiss atm...*grins*

You can write the dream bit if you so desired.

XOXOOXOXOOXOXX

[torry28]

I'm in the same rocky boat these days I want to join in all the excitement but all I seem to be able to do is cry more. Hope you feel better soon. Maybe you could think of some happy times with Ennis and Jack and Flea to write about, but if that is to painful, how about a little something extra about Grant and Lee, they are part of the Flea universe but individual interesting characters, would possibly get your mind of the sad of everything else. Just a thought, maybe a walk through Muir Woods, Its so lovely and peaceful in there.
I wish I knew how to help.
Take care.
Hugs
Torry

[fridayblues]

Dear Torry,
Thank you for your hugs. It really help to know that someone care. What I feel about TDK isn't excitement. But I do look forward to the movie because I want to see him again. I know I will feel better cause it's not the first time that I feel down like this. Life has been up and down since that day in January. I figure you need hugs just as much as I am so Im sending you hugs also.
Take care, too.
And the idea of walking through Muir Woods is awesome! Definitely, there will be more Flea, yey *smiles*
xoxoxox

[pattieono]

Darling, don't push yourself so much! Take care of the important stuff in RL, take a break from us if you have to (what's wrong with me?!).....I'm trying to detach myself emotionally from TDK, 'cause it's everywhere, although I will see it eventually, i guess.
Funny you saying that you re-read HI to soothe your mind, beacuse "Flea" is also one of the soothing ones.
Hmmm,......... so each chapter of "Fragile' will have a flower theme..............can my mouth start to water with a possible, upcoming chapter titled "Venus Flytrap"?

[fridayblues]

I LOVE your icon. LOL
And it's the curse because I can't stop being hard on myself. I always have and I just know that I always will. But I'm not going to take a break from you! I LOVE guys kissing and doing something more than kissing. Esp. if that guys are Ennis and Jack. haha
Yeah, I reread HI. I never reread Flea. I love writing Flea but it's just strange reading the story that I wrote...um...Oh, but I do reread Flea when I want to edit and fix all the typos and opps.
Venus Flytrap ??? Mwahaha I'll see what I can do :)
You make me feel so much better now. I'm going back to write. And oh, you live in Florida, right? Your Brent-related chapter has something to do with Miami *winks* Haven't started writing it yet but the idea is there.
Take care and thanks for cheering me up! It works everytime :)