I QUIT LIVEJOURNAL! I will no longer be updating. Not that I have been, but I guess I'm making it official. I am not cancelling my account because there is some chance I will want to do some reading, or perhaps someday I'll feel inclined to start writting again. If you wish know what is happening in my life, you have to want it bad enough to ( Read more... )

I went to get my hair cut by a "professional", BIG FUCKING MISTAKE! The women who did it was a seductive bitch! She didn't do anything I told her too, she kept combing my hair in my eyes so I couldn't see what she was doing. I didn't realize how absolutely horrible it was till I got home and got to actually look at it close up. It was extremely ( Read more... )

Hope you all like 'em, I hated the old one. I only took it for Mariah, back in the day. But these are far superior, and far less "emo".

I've been such a dick to Mariah. She said "you do know your pushing my bottons and that pisses me off that you intentionally do that. I'll call you when I feel like it, if I talk to you any sooner the result will be tragic." on her LJ. Fuck, I was just upset. And I wasn't thinking straight... fuck, I hate it when I do this, I don't want to push any ( Read more... )

I was talking to my sister, about music, and as most conversations do, it diverged to from topic to topic, until we came upon the subject of the interactions I have with others. This is one that I have been struggling with quite a lot lately. As it’s come to my attention that generally my interactions with friends, peer, adults, and loved ones, has ( Read more... )

I'm getting my computer back this friday. I'm pretty exited. Although I'm going to have to wipe the hard drive, cause the softwhere is all fucked up. Lucky for me I have an iPod, and I can just back of all my info on it, and after everything is re-installed, I can just plug it back in and copy all my info back on in a couple minutes. It's still a ( Read more... )

I spent an entire day with Jessica, (being that her day starts at 4 pm) and her mom dragged us all to her school (she's a jesus freak teacher at a christian school) to help her do stuff, and to tell Jess she was worthless. But on the way in the car, me and Jess were listening to eachothers music, and I looked over and she started playing my favorit ( Read more... )

Yeah, you should all know, that if I ever do get my computer back, there is going to be a bunk of really out of date entery in here, cause I've been forced to write everything on paper. So I have all these enteries in my note book waiting for me to get the time to type them out. But I dunno, it's not like anyone reads this anymore. And some of it ( Read more... )

I started drawing again. Damnit! I hate it when my mom is right. But she's not completely right. I still suck ass and I'm still never going to be good enough to take it anywhere. I am, on the other hand going to go somewhere with writing. I am already going to be published in a major book. So yeah, fuck her. She can go to hell ( Read more... )

This is so frustrating. I want to talk to Jessica, I want to hang out with Jessica, but her phone is always busy, and she's never online. Damnit! Why?!?!?! I need to start dating people, I know every one thinks I need time, but I've had time. I have never ONCE had a casual relationship with some one. And I'd like to do that. I want to DATE. Like, ( Read more... )