I think the biggest change that has come over me since I was 14 or 15 is that I finally agree with the idea of ignorance being bliss. I no longer think there is nothing better left a mystery, but for some reason I still wish I knew the answer to all mysteries.
but fear not my friends, fear not special girl, I will keep living my life for human, living beings. I'm going now, and maybe when I come back I will be who I need to be.