In a fair world that is nothing like this room
I could morph into a very plain and precisely placed
inanimate object, like a fiber optic plant
and hang.

I wouldn’t be too obvious and I could just sit and watch.
I would not ask to be touched, watered, or used.
I would simply need to be kept and never ever moved.
I cannot show emotion so, I will ( Read more... )

so i just got back from a crisis call..this one went better than the last..this guy was much more cooperative than the last although he was very schizophrenic.  apparently I look like I'm still in high school or something b/c he asked me if I was an intern doing a school project! i was like, no actually I just graduated from college and have been ( Read more... )

well well..it has been awhile since i've posted on here. i took a little foray (spelling?) onto myspace and decided it's not as cool for journaling as livejournal. i don't like the idea of complete strangers reading all my personal shizzle on there so i'm back ( Read more... )

yeppers. i'm a ramblin' man ( Read more... )

lets see if this works.

last year this picture would've been porn..lol

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Had my last appt. with Dr. Fischer today..here's how things look so far:

My chest

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yay they are gone!!! :p ( Read more... )

so i called my grandma today (she's in the hospital) to say hi, see how she was doing etc..she's having a really hard time breathing it sounds like but at least they are keeping an eye on her there ( Read more... )

so i'm officially out with the whole transitioning thing to both sides of my family now..(even my super religious grandma who goes to church everyday..)..ahh so feel like a relieved/excited/nervous mixture of sorts but it's definitely a better feeling than not being out to everyone. i came out to my Dad's side of the family/grandparents/aunts/ ( Read more... )

prepare for rantage ( Read more... )