i want to know the reasons of the world.

this is my new journal.
add it if you wish.
_pseudo_love_

my brother has the chicken pox.
and he has a high grade fever.
so i am gonna have to go to the emergancy room....
this can't be fun.

feeling like everyone is progressing and i am the only one that isn't this way is the worst feeling in the world ( Read more... )

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i won.
and you didn't.
haha.
impeach me if you will.
but i still say FUCK SPORTS!
haha.
damn jocks.
i am pleased.

so today was a not so good start of the day ( Read more... )

comments are way over rated.

some people have like 70 something per entry.

i feel special if i get one or maybe 2.

i could never comprehend getting 70!

static lullaby on wednesday was fun.
from there everything went down.
i just want it to go back up again.
i want all the happiness in the world.
and i can't seem to smile because i'm happy lately.
only because i know thats what people want to see.

i wish it would all go back.

i want too have days like the forth of july again.

so i went to see static lullaby again on wednesday ( Read more... )