Fic: In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct. RPS. Jensen/Jared. NC-17

[felisblanco]

So I know it's Fangoria and a Saturday so there's hardly anyone around but... Well, I can't wait any longer. Although I'll probably post-pone posting to comms until Monday.

Anyway... This is the biggest thing I've ever written in one go and although I'm quite nervous I'm also very proud of it. So... Yes. I hope you like.

Title: In A Mirror

Comments

[yuanhua]

By saying this story made me cry (no joke) means something? Of course it's a happy ending, but when Jensen starts breaking down, I can't help but to feel emotional and slightly depressed and felt for Jensen. T_T

It's really an awesome story, I really really love it! *sniffs*

[felisblanco]

Thank you so much. I was quite emotional and depressed myself while writing this so I understand completely where you're coming from. And cruel as it may sound, that this made people cry is a wonderful reward for all the hard work and all the feelings I put into this.

*hugs*

[yjlee79]

I just read the chapter 1 and...I can't help leaving a message to tell you how I love the story. I love the way you describe how Jensen got Dean...and the scene he and Jared discussed/communicated how it could be between Dean and Sam, It seems so real!!! I have no doubt that they really did that in reality, and that's the reason they nailed the scenes between the Winchester brothers. I have to go back the story now...I can't wait to know what happened after...

[felisblanco]

Thank you so much.

I feel that we've heard so many different stories, both from them and Kripke, about how they first got together for the roles, and I would have loved to have been a fly on the wall that day. And then on as they worked on their characters for the pilot, finding out what worked and how they wanted to play it and off each other.

I hope you enjoyed the rest! *hugs*

[yjlee79]

I want to introduce this story on my blog written inChinese and I wonder if I could quote some sentences with your permission?
Thank you for sharing a such wonderful story.

[felisblanco]

I'm sorry I'm so late in answering, it completely slipped me by.

Yes, of course you can. Quoting is perfectly allowed. *hugs*

Ps. I love your icon.

Re: OMG

[felisblanco]

Thank you! *rocks but not as much as Dean obviously*

[sanann]

It's brilliant and perfect in every way!
You made my life a lil better.
thanks!

[felisblanco]

Thank you! Making your life better if only a little makes me very happy. *hugs*

[anonymous]

Hi, I feel compelled to leave a comment here even though in general I tend to be reticent. I just want to congratulate you on an incredibly well written story. I had an eating disorder for years, not bulimia but anorexia. It was pretty serious. I was forcibly hospitalized, the whole deal. Over the years I have had alot of stories, inspirational literature etc. forced upon me but nothing I have ever read on the subject captured (and in a way which isn't condescending to the sufferer)the ineluctable preoccupation, the constant desperation and the sense of shame and self-disgust of the experience of suffering from an eating disorder as well as this story does, in my opinion. So I wanted to commend you and tell you that I'm really glad that you wrote it.

[felisblanco]

Thank you so much both for your praise and for sharing your story. That means a lot to me (I'm sorry I'm so late in answering, somehow this slipped me by) because I can only imagine how difficult that can be. I'm so relieved that you found this to be so real to you, as someone who has been there, since there is only so much I could learn by research and I was very concerned about getting it right and not offending anyone who actually had experienced what I was only writing about.

Again, thank you so much. *hugs*