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Jul 21, 2005 23:36

I don't know why I'm so disappointed that we're not watching a movie tomorrow. I knew that if Eton (that's how it's spelled, aha!) wasn't going, then he wouldn't be going. But eh, I guess it was still sad that he wouldn't go, even if I did. what was I expecting anyway, huh? yeah, we barely know each other. there are just so many instances where I'm ( Read more... )

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darkslash July 22 2005, 03:44:58 UTC
YOU ALL LEFT ME TODAY, I WENT BACK AND NO ONE WAS THERE AND I WANDERED AROUND FOR THIRTY MINUTES LOOKING FOR YOU ALL AND THEN LEFT.
Okay, *reads your entry now*

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darkslash July 22 2005, 12:55:18 UTC
sorry, I heard you left and went home. and uh, I was trying to catch the guys, and you know how they always leave really quickly, which is why I said timing was imperative.

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darkslash July 22 2005, 14:16:13 UTC
Yeah I said I was going home to change but I said it'd take only 5 min. Psh.

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over__sky July 22 2005, 15:42:41 UTC
I ASKED YOU IF YOU WERE GOING TO CHANGE AND YOU SAID NO!

All we heard was "I'm going home" and then you leaving. >>;

Sorry for making you wander around, though.

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darkslash July 22 2005, 03:48:36 UTC
What happened today? And whenever you rant to me, it makes me feel special, haha. Except yeah. You know I dislike talking about myself. Yeah okay.

You could always privatize it o_O.

What happened?

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fallenxleaf July 22 2005, 13:01:15 UTC
nothing happened, and that's exactly it. Nah, it's not something that really calls for a rant. It'd be more of a depressed, nonsensical, and cliched nonstop spew.

he told me on the train yesterday that he wasn't coming to Columbia today, since Eton, this other person from my class, wasn't. We were originally planning on watching a movie today, after whatever tours columbia was giving.

Like I said, I guess deep down I wasn't expecting it to happen. What really strikes me, though, is how trivial our friendship must be. He's known Eton as long as he's known me, and yet he'd make the hour trek back and forth if Eton were to come, but not for me. I don't expect him to like me - I've stopped expecting anyone to a long time ago - but it's terribly disappointing, anyhow.

yay, I can go into butler now.

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darkslash July 22 2005, 14:15:49 UTC
Are you jealous of his friend? And maybe (given the basis that I know nothing of this guy) he does like you, since well, if a guy says they aren't going because someone else isn't going, chances are, it's going to be a guy or a close friend. Are you close to him as say, you are to me (haha) or me to Eunice? Yeah. He might also want his friend there so it wouldn't be awkward with just you.

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darkslash July 22 2005, 16:25:19 UTC
to think he likes me would just be wishful thinking.

sorry about the phone stuff.. we were on the train, so I couldn't have gotten your call T_T; I did see that you called, and I got your messages this morning, since I didn't check it until today.

say, you wouldn't happen to have a triple a battery to give me, would you? I'm afraid this one won't last two hours.

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over__sky July 22 2005, 15:51:18 UTC
Quattromani, and you used "disarray" correctly.

I won't reply to all of the paragraphs in chronological order as I like to do. I'm running short of time, actually, and just saw this (I was reading library books yesterday, as it was) and a friend is coming over a tad early.

The feeling of "... I shouldn't be writing this, it's stupid and I should probably privatize it later" is a common one. I guess it's better if you just leave it as it is, since Luke has commented and I've seen it - and you can still come back to it later and think, "god, this was me?"

Everyone has some sort of problem. I think if you have the ability to be happy and satisfied quickly, it probably balances out another trait that's not so desirable. You might as well feel satisfied with yourself so it doesn't cause more problems, especially ones you can't fix (at least, that's what I believe personally).

I don't think of this entry as one to... seriously reply to. I write entries like this and privatize them thinking that I don't want to be taken seriously, and it ( ... )

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over__sky July 22 2005, 16:38:02 UTC
darkslash July 22 2005, 16:59:00 UTC
Most everyone makes you laugh.

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dianadestroys August 1 2005, 06:15:25 UTC
Post a picture of him. :)
And you won't grow a beard, so you can't be like Mr. Jesus. And I doubt you will, you might at least be working at McDonalds and have someone to love you. <33333 I think to be happy, you have to enjoy little things and not hold such high expectations. Just be happy that you exist and you're living this moment. Look at all the people around you. You have a house, shoes, a bra, underwear. Some people don't even have that. And all the azn dorkz luvs you.

hehehehe.

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over__sky August 3 2005, 17:24:04 UTC
"hmmm .. is that the glass shoes drama?"
내 이름은 김삼순 is "My name is Kim Sam Soon", lol. It's a different drama altogether, and really good. All my camp friends were watching it, so I took their good impressions and started watching it. And they were right~ It's funny and sweet and sad. :/

"I don't know if I want to watch it with eng subtitles... just cuz I started it already with chinese dub, and it doesn't feel right starting it one way and finishing it another. *shrugs* some pet peeve I have, I guess."

I understand ^^; I hate doing that, too. When I watched "Paradise" of the Trigun sub, it felt too different. I couldn't connect with the characters as much because of the way the words were coming out of their mouth. And you start linking their personalities with their voices, kind of.

That's probably why I wouldn't want to watch a dub or something, because I'm so used to their "speaking-Korean!" personalities and they way they say things and stuff.

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