if it were okay to say the things i want to say would it make today the day?
could beautiful words make you stay?
please dont fade away
please dont fade away
please.
dont fade.
away.

few things keep my mind still

and im fucking anxious.

ive done no packing... i need a bike box... im leaving too many things unsettled.

im leaving for chicago in like maybe half hour to an hour bla bla

July 7th i also have half made plans to return to chicago for the weekend

and July 20th or around then i hope to goto boston/philly/NY with susan thomas.

this is the bike i want to buy


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i still have no idea what i wish to do with myself.
but really who gives a flying fuck?

i just want to go away

I never really post anything serious anymore but then again who gives a flying fuck to read it. things are changing thats really all there is to know. been alot of olsos lately and good times with good fucking people. im very happy with the way things are going and im not really sure im used to it. my father finally said he will help me with school ( Read more... )

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While staring into the intense flames of a car set ablaze by somedrunk driver

"This makes up for a sorry night at the bar"

-some random guy

GET THIS SNAKE OFF MY ASS!

thats all.

so i apparently have a tear in the outter lining of my lung

and yea its fun

julielectric: You're heartless, have no ambition, are going nowhere in life and treat everybody like shit

hmm i wonder if that is having an effect on how i have been feeling lately