I come here only because no one keeps up with this journal. My myspace blog is checked up on at least 3 times a day by who I don't know. I needed a place to get my feelings out and to dry out ( Read more... )

so i am back. Im sure most are wondering where I have been. Working my ass off people! Do you know me to do anything else? While I am not a "Sinner" I am still part of the "Sinner" family. Spent alot of time at Lucky Devils this weekend. Going back tomorrow. Had fun, drank beer, had a Jaeger bomber, played around on the stage, met Lee Rocker ( Read more... )

so i am back. Im sure most are wondering where I have been. Working my ass off people! Do you know me to do anything else? While I am not a "Sinner" I am still part of the "Sinner" family. Spent alot of time at Lucky Devils this weekend. Going back tomorrow. Had fun, drank beer, had a Jaeger bomber, played around on the stage, met Lee Rocker ( Read more... )

It's supposed to right? I miss Tony terribly and right now its like Fate doesn't want us to see each other. I have been dealing with friends that are mad that I have a boyfriend, and others that don't really care and others still that are extremely happy about it. I mean ok, look everyone, I have a great guy. He doesn't abuse me physically, ( Read more... )

Why is it that people can't just be happy with me being happy? Why does my best friend have to stab me in the back at work? Telling my boss this bullshit that my head isn't in the game because of Tony. Why the fuck is Justin being such an asshole now? What is he so jealous of? Why can't he just be happy that I am happy? What is so wrong with ( Read more... )

my boob itches. dammit all. Ok so I am going to be taking the day off from work so i can get all this shit with the car done. Chris and I spent about an hour on the phone last night. Im glad he finally calmed down. I hate seeing him worked up like that. Hopefully all will be fine soon ( Read more... )

Sometimes life, holds us back, but you gotta keep kicking and don't look back. There a song that goes to those words but at this early morning moment, I forget it. I've noticed alot of things lately. That Carl's Jr. and the Burger King companies must be run by either A) Male chauvinistic pigs or B)Gay guys. The king only follows around "hard ( Read more... )

I find a name, so known to me that I could never have slightly forgotten it. Its the name of Travis' father. I am going to swallow my fear and call him tomorrow. Im excited to hear him and talk to him and see how Travis and Jessi and Ryan are doing. I dont really have much to say right now. My mind is a boggle, and Im dealing with Chris. I ( Read more... )

So I am back. And I am grateful for Bea for helping out with club numbers and such. Work is still ever so difficult and strenuous but on the plus side, I got loui and justin to cut 4 hours off my work day. Now I am down to 10 hours. Like a regular work-a-holic. On the other plus side, smile now paint my face every day. And every night i fall ( Read more... )

Cleveland is everything I've imagined and more. I traveled to Columbus this weekend just to drive. Its great doing "couple" things even tho Zee and I are not a couple. Going out to dinner with Loui and Tasha, movies, driving, just sitting here at night after a long day at the new office talking to Zee. Sometimes not talking to Zee. Sometimes ( Read more... )