You were in my dream last night. Not you. Just your voice.
I still remember how fragile you used to sound.

I write in this because it's the only place i know that you won't look ( Read more... )

"I feel this great, great pressure coming down on me. It's constantly coming down on me. It's crushing me."

Jesus Christ, I have had this forever.
Looking back, I never posted anything worth reading
and it makes me laugh, the things I used to pine over.

I'm 21 and I work with teenagers.
Goddamn I have never felt so old.

tegan and sara last night were amazing.

they covered umbrella in an encore.

what a night.

the thing that sucks most about working at a movie theatre is seeing all the cock-suckers that I'd never thought I'd have to see again and make up some lie so they won't think that they're a million times better off than I am and so I can end the conversation quickly ( Read more... )

unmotivated.

meh.

"swallow us all up...we are surely not worthy ( Read more... )

I used to think it was writers block...

now i realise that i was never good at writing.
and i think i'm okay with it.
i think i'll be fine.

I hate reading my friends page and seeing how interesting everyone else's lives are.

I really do.

So maybe if you could quit leading interesting lives while all I do is work...