cocaine is a hell of a drug, man.

have i ever told you how much i hated existing?

summer has been one LONG day/night  so far....i wake up not knowing what day it is, cus most of the time its the same day that i fell asleep in.

i haven't changed, yet. but i am not the influence you'd wanna be around <3

FIN!

the ppl i love:


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i hate how i miss my boyfriend. i really do. i really love josh. and its hard for me to admit, but i really am inlove with Josh and i would never do anything to comprimise that...ever again. even tho hes far away, we are still togehter and i accepted it. i just want to hold him...you know
i am mad about all the shit of mine that got stollen, but its ( Read more... )

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Yesterday started to fall faster than a shooting star. I don't want to remember most of it, all i know is that i started asking myself, "how the F*&% did i get myself involved.." but after thinking about it, i am where i belong.

so it's not that big of a deal, it's just how i make a situation work for me and i can be positive if i really wanted to ( Read more... )

i met newer ppl. 
bad things come from this...
very very very bad things..

he looked delicious.

this is my new Lj because my old one was just too anciant for me to keep up with...and beside that i have changed a lot ( Read more... )