I can finally check that update box
I have lost count on the amount of times I have thought of doing this entry. The reason I hardly update anymore is because therapy has replaced this journal’s purpose as an outlet for my feelings. However, there have been several instances where this very journal has provided exact dates needed to fill out various forms (like move in dates, when I ( Read more... )
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I am so glad you are okay! You look so pretty, my dear Nina. I am so sorry the road has been tough. You don't deserve that sadness. I empathize greatly with these struggles, and I wish I could do something to actually help - I know it's not that easy. I love Christian's drawing. What a little cutie. RE: Marsia - I totally get what you mean. Rachel had some big meltdown and kicked me out of her wedding party. I legitimately didn't *do* anything at that point, she was having a lot of issues and she kind of projected a bunch of evil shit on to me that I was not part of. Anyway, I was recognizing that. I said Okay, and it hurt me deeply but - what can you do. Then she implied that she didn't want me to even go, which was NOT happening lol. I was there and I gave a nice speech about Rachel and Eric. Rachel, now that she is in a better place, is really happy I did that and grateful I still showed up for her. Regardless, I would be lying to say it doesn't hurt that I was not included in my own sister's wedding. I am sorry you are in that ( ... )
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Honestly, I now feel very blah and just want to always sleep, but that could be the stomach bug I just got over. I was pretty happy the week before.
Christian just gets more and more adorable. His new thing is being Nemesis (remake, since the trash bag version doesn’t scare him). Before that, he was into Blue’s Clues.The duality of that boy.
Though I wasn’t part of Marsia’s wedding party, I was in charge of watching her senior dogs overnight. So, I got to do something that my anxiety can handle. She also made it a point to make sure I heard when the Buffy theme song came on. I’ll take what I can get.
I’m just glad that Rachel saw the error of her ways. Too bad it was from a special event that usually only happens once.
As a fellow introvert, I don’t know how much I can help either, but I am always here for you virtually. =D (just in case, Mom has gotten good with the GPS).
The weirdest thing Randy has done is hold our mail for us, since he “happens” to be there when the mailman arrives. It’s only a crime if he refused to give it to ( ... )
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