I'm a single man for less than ten more days! I never thought I'd be here a year ago. Absolutely amazing to me ( Read more... )

So, I was told that I HAVE to journal this ( Read more... )

Yesterday, Gwendy's dad, Ron, and I flew to Crescent Lake. I've thought of going there before, but never had a reason until Ron suggested it. Nice flight. Had to do some easy cloud dodging, but got some nice scenery as a reward ( Read more... )

Well, my trial membership on Christiancafe.com ran out, but I don't mind! Renee and I have been chatting online and talking every night. I am just being myself, and she's still giving me a chance. But I am also feeling good about the possibilities for a relationship because I feel like... no, I know that I can contribute something to a relationship ( Read more... )

So after all that pain and frustration I brought on myself last week, I am still unbelievably distracted, but with something totally different this week. I was chatting with gweneviere about my mistakes and situation from last week, and at some point she mentioned the online Christian dating sites as a possible way to meet new people. She has a ( Read more... )

I hate it when I get like I have been the past couple days. I wish this thing with Rachel hadn't happened. I was content with our friendship and everything seemed stable. But then I hear something she says and everything changes for me. My mind gets into this almost insane, obsessed state where I can think of nothing but Rachel ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I had an interesting weekend that has left me in a state of uncertainty. To start off, I went to Friday Night Worship at Mid-Valley Community Church (Rachel's church). I invited Stephanie, and she came... Quite pleasant. Rachel didn't come in until the end, and went straight over to her mom. She was obviously emotional over ( Read more... )

I need to get my cat to the vet ( Read more... )

This weekend, I went camping with some friends. This was really the first time I've been camping in probably more than a decade. So... I am so tired now! Don't know why it was so draining. Didn't really seem like it should have been, but it seemed to be the same for all of us. The three that came with me were all sleeping for most the drive home, ( Read more... )

The end of a particularly long holiday weekend. I am so glad I am getting more opportunities to spend time with friends! It has made the weekend seem about twice as long as it would have had I just been bored at home like most past holidays. It almost feels hard to believe that it was just a two days ago that I flew out to Pacific City with Tiffani ( Read more... )