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A Storm of Thoughts
A Love founded on the necessary destruction, ashes, and tears of the previous lover. The sense of loss, weight of guilt long-delayed. But... Surely, I deserve to be happy... I deserve to be free. Was it the heart that chose or the loins and the desire to procreate? How does one know if and when she truly loves? How does one determine if she is ( Read more... ) -
End of the Cleanse...!
Finished the integrative medical clinic's 21-day cleanse on Monday... Started the food rotation on Tuesday, aiming to get to the root of my eczema and acne that has plagued me since early childhood and teens.
I didn't find the Cleanse "life changing" as the nurse M has... The changes have been positive but quite subtle. Clearer thinking, improved ( Read more... ) -
Русский ЖЖ... Часть вторая
Решила сново начать писать в своем русском ЖЖ! Русские посты все-таки путают моих англоязычных друзей. :)
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Не о чем
Живу с чуть не постоянным чувством стыда и вины. Мне всегда кажется, что могу делать лучше, стараться дольше, и т.д. Смотрю назад и про себя думаю, неужели я так мало совершила в этой жизни? Все моменты жизни исчезают как песок через ладонь.
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More Synchronicity
1. The Sidewalk Chalk sign written outside the Lebanese-owned place with arguably the best/cheapest french fries in town, Santana Foods that read: "YER GONNA MAKE IT AFTER ALL"
2. The digital marquee on a warehouse that read, as we were driving past and talking about this very issue:
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Писать по-русски
Так жаль, что бысто теряется русский язык. Вчера мне еле-еле вспоминалось простое слово - полка. !!! А вообще непонятно почему никогда не забываются слова утканос и носарог.
Но мне лень как некогда писать по-русски. Вот и все. Хрен тебе ленивая девушка-женщина.
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Poor Kitty! Another Emergency...
Pushkin, my almost-grown Humane Society kitten, is proving to be the most troublesome pet I've ever had!!!
Sunday night, around 1am, he had his SECOND near-death experience in less than a year (the last ER visit was just last December!). We have been letting him go out exploring for a few hours every night and this time, upon coming back, he ( Read more... ) -
US and Russia
Dear Politicians,
F*CK YOU.
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Quote of the Day
Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.
~Carl Gustav Jung