I had to see one of my friends for the last time last night..in a casket. It hurts so much. It feels like my heart is broken into a thousand little pieces. Does the pain ever go away? I never wan to feel like this again. I went to his visitation last night, I didn't know what to do. I saw him lying down..and it looked like he was asleep. I kept ( Read more... )

I don't hate you. Sorry, I didn't mena it. The world and everybody in it sucks. I am so tired of childish bullcrap. That's all life seems to be. Everybody fighting, nobody can get along, and everyday somebody new wants to kill themselves. IT'S DUMB!!! One of the bewst people in the whol world has died and he menat the world to me. Whenever I was ( Read more... )

David died yesterday morning. I fuckin' hate you.

So, I'm goign to the Space and Rocket Center and I will be there until Saturday. Yeah..kinda. I'm kinda excited and kinda not. But Rach is going with me, so I know that it will be ok. Wish Bradley wouldn't have to eat lunch by himself. But he's a big boy now and has to fend for himself. Haha..j/k. I'm gonna miss ypu guys. But NOT 7th Period. ( Read more... )

Hey you guys!! How's your day going so far? Awesome I hope. Today is a gorgeous day outside. It really is. Today will be a good day..anyways. I came home from church and now I'm ready to go to work. Nothing very interesting has happened. last night was scary though. I have a friend named David nad he's really bad into drugs, so I got a phone call ( Read more... )

Hey you guys! Well, I'm just sitting here in 6th. Yeah..I got on to the teacher's internet. Anyways. So..Shane is gonna come to homecoming with me tonight! I can't wait. I haven't seen him in awhile. And I'm really happy that he's coming tonight. I have to do the colorguar for the game. Yep, it's me, Ben, Rach, Kristie, and Angela. I am so happy ( Read more... )

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