Oh gosh. Yesterday I've written my first A Level Exam. Englisch. As suspected. there neither was a speech nor a Shakespearen Sonett.  There'd been a shitty extract from a novel written by Ian Mc Ewan and a Article from The New York Times about an Indian American moving back to India getting his own expressions about the country compared to them he ( Read more... )

Already april. I'm right in my Easter vacation and my A level exams are going to begin in two weeks, I suppose. 2nd of May I guess. It's intimidating... school's done. I have to get myself organized for the rest of my life. I know I wanna study at university. I know when to apply and stuff but its such a huge step and there's no one to share this ( Read more... )

 Bye January. The times rushed as fast as last year..

Well, I actually don't know why I'm doing this right know but I have the urge to just write something. For example that I've made a list of universities I wanna apply for studying. Or the fact, that I have all my dates together so I know what'll come up during the next 2 months... or that I just ( Read more... )

Wow. 2011 is here. I even remember when I wrote an entry about Otimo 2009. Idk if you are the same but to me it seems quite unreal to be that far. Some years ago I wished I could be older, I could move out and go to university finally but today, when all this is nearby I wish I could stop the world from turning. Time rushes by so fast, I can barely ( Read more... )

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She has a little creepy cat!

Blah, screw this cold. My nose is that blocked, I can almost breathe and in addition my throat started to hurt like.. today. But anyway *sniff* I'm back home and boo yay on that.  The ride home was kinda... exhausting. At first, he wasn't able to take me to the station. I was very down because of that but what shall I do ( Read more... )

 In about 3 hours from now I have to leave Oli's place to get my train back home. I can't believe this is happening right now. Whereas the first couple of days passed by in kind of slow motion, it felt like i just got to Oli yesterday. All I can think about is hopefully he can leave his workplace right in time so he's able to take me to the station ( Read more... )

Since I'm in berlin, I'm listening to Oli's music every day and I have to admit. There's great stuff within, especially a german Band called Mobilée. As far as I know they're from NRW as well but their music is that kind I truly love. 
When I got to know Oli, he showed me a video me made for them, cinematographer. Great stuff. Just listen to it:

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Although you have a liejournal account, I know you're not going to read this, so I guess I can just say what's on my mind. I miss you. For some reason I've lost you. Some months ago you got to know Ben and that when it all has started. I totally understand that you really love him but it's aweful what had happend to us ( Read more... )

This is kind of a message. After today I think I won*t be online for some days. Probably until Weekend. Just to say ( Read more... )