tell me where to put my hands

[drunknballerina]

fatigue is marching through me with thorny bushes, dragging over my insides and making me ache everywhere. i'm continuously tip-toeing the edge of tears, yet i don't feel superbly out of balance. mostly i'm ridiculously tired of my own company. the house is so silent and i can only fill up so much

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[justthekeys]

this makes me sad, because dancing should make you happy, all the time, because that's why you do it, because it makes you happy.

your words make me feel at home.

[drunknballerina]

yeah, it's really strange. i had a few moments where i worried that the joy i took from it had, like, completely dissapeared, but it hasn't. it's still my go-to place of comfort and to make me feel better. i think i should just relax and not worry so much.

i like that, 'cause sometimes they feel alienating to me. if that even makes sense? and hey, some of yours do the same to me.