1. the doctor i was saying sort of said mayb i should come when i need to rather than regular appointments. if only she knew what trouble it was for me to go in the first place she'd realise i'll not be back ever ( Read more... )

and that shouldn't even be a bad thing. he had strong values and knew what was ethical and what wasn't. he was humble. he had a sense of right and wrong. he was the person i want to be ( Read more... )

am down ( Read more... )

there is nothing left.

my soul is completely gone.

goodbye kids

so lets have an update of how life just keeps hurting sheeny ( Read more... )

recommend:

jeux d'enfants (love me if you dare). twisted romantic movie. quite twisted. get it without reading anything about it first. watch it completely blind to what will happen.

it's good

perth was very nice. much better weather than stinky cold melbourne. much smaller and less busy than melbourne too. and more tree's... and i'm also owing $1000 for the trip. no idea where to get that money since i'm still barely staying out of big money/bank troubles and am still yet to hear back from people who may be able to help ( Read more... )

It is easier to hide from the world and not engage in it because it frightens. The world is a damn scary place. But at the same time there is aspects of it that are worth coming out to be a part of. I know it so wholesome and brady-bunch-ish but family and friends and simple things. Flowers. The feeling of the sun. The feel of grass in between your ( Read more... )

so here's the dot-point rundown of the past months ( Read more... )

life just keeps getting better ( Read more... )