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vent/rant well somethign like that
nightmares= no sleep. I will be better, I didn't lose the one whom is important to me and I even surprised myself. Now please gods or internet, please let me forget long enough to sleep.... Thinking of ya buddy, in a good way :-) -
well....
lets see I need to vent some so here it goes.....Got the test results from my blood work about my hearing, and all was fine. So that's a major load of my mind. Talked to my lawyer and he said to keep doing what I am doing, let her file and pay for it. He said there is a 90% chance as it is they will just afraid me custody and take all her rights ( Read more... ) -
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Am I that easy....how is it that people seem to know how to hurt me so easy or am I just a bitch like they say and redl am that sensitive. Like with the ex girlfriend seems that the mention of me brings ewwww and yucks. I was good enought to sleep with for a week straight and when we were said how good I was and how I pleased you and all then the ( Read more... ) -
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So is it my faut she stuck her nose in my busness...I did nothing to her, I was nothing but sweet and open and honest. Yet still it's like I'm the boggieman or something. WTF!! I gave up on her it hurt but it's what needs to happen. We did talk/ see each other Sunday and things seemed ok like maybe we could be friends but no still getting shit from ( Read more... ) -
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someone just make the hurt stop. I think i quit the dating thing forever too much bullshit. Ill stay single and be OK with it, not worth all the hurt. If i need someone to hug or hold i have friends for that and sex eh whats that can eat chocolate and get the same thing right.... -
The good, the bad, the WTF.......
Ok so this would take forever to explain so I'm going to give the short short version here if you want more get ahold of me.
Ok so I have facebook and all and on wednsday started talk to this girl. Well she lives like right around the "block " from me and invited me over. She is great, smart, funny, is a single mom with a beautiful daughter. Well ( Read more... ) -
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just an FYI, I am cool with being her friend and and all i real am she is a sweetheart and a good friend just don't like being reminded that i cant get with er, i told her so and she apologized a lot... -
quick after though
just two other things to prove i am that guy....my new friend changes right in front of me without a second thought, the whole time she is bitching about needing to get laid and wanting to find a fuck buddy, looks at me and smiles and says sorry you cant fill that role but you just dont do anythign for me in that way. I mean im all for being ( Read more... ) -
So it's been 8 weeks....
yea i have kinda been lazy about posting. well more to the point busy with life. so here is a recap for those who care ( Read more... ) -
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Last night found out I'm not more then a friend. Thought I was more....was told I ment more but was replaced. Hanging with the new guy she lost her second job for being late. Nice guys do finish last. I mean fuck last night she was still looking at me with those eyes that were twinkling. Sight