I understand your fear/curiosity thing. I get it a LOT, but it never stops me from looking at things that strike that uncomfortable cord and leave you with this sick, wondering feeling. Like your constantly floating around the thoughts of what has you scared, even when you're thinking of something else. And it doesn't always feel like fear but like this... other worldly feeling or something. Like you're just aware. Like it's engulfed you in this bubble, and you know it, but you can't bring yourself to struggle free of it, even when you do try to wonder away from it
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Still though, I kinda wish I would look more into these things when i'm not about to go to bed. :p But yeah, the whole "fear wants to be fed" thing sounds pretty spot on. It's always things like concentration camps, the Titanic, 9/11 or something of the sort that grabs my attention, it's just so....interesting. Like I want to know every little detail that happened so I could easily recreate it in my head...or something. It's late, I dunno.
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